i'm venting...deal with it
do you ever feel like you just give everything and its not enough. like no matter what you do people arent satisfied. no matter how hard you push yourself or how much you give up its never enough to please them. you could be bending over backwards for them and they want something more. you feel like you are always one cent short. you could give them everything and never get anything and you just keep giving to please them. you just keep giving and giving without getting anything in return. no matter what happens.. when something goes wrong somehow its all your fault. a plane could crash in mississippi and somehow you will be blamed. you two could bicker over something and itll turn into a huge fight and ofcourse you caused it. you take extra classes and start another school just to please your parents and yet somehow your not doing enough. you get tired at a party cause its 4am and by wanting to leave youre being selfish. you get to the point where you just question everything because everything makes you miserable. you think you are doing everything to please them but in their eyes youre never doing anyything right. you could have your hands full and they want you to hold something else. this is me.. i cant do antyhing else.. i have given my all to the people i love. i have nothing left to give..
