It's hard to swallow. wah.

Jan 18, 2010 22:04

I just came down with a nasty cold. I feel awful.

LADY GAGA WAS THE BEST SHOW OF MY ENTIRE LIFE. THE ONLY WAY THERE WILL BE A BETTER SHOW IS IF I SEE HER ON HER NEXT TOUR. I had so much fun, it was a phenomenal experience. I love her so much.

This semester should be awesome. I am taking MC 388 Sexual Politics, MC 387 Jews and Anti-Semitism, and MC 366 Film and History of the Nation. All so interesting! And with great professors, too.

Life is amazing. I feel like there is so much potential in everything I do, and I am having so much fun. Boys are crazy. Every time I go to a party I end up getting like 3 boys' numbers. At least that was my average this weekend. They're mostly super cute indie boys, too. I like getting the numbers and being friends, but I really find that I'm not interesting in anything serious. Like when something almost got kinda serious last week, I could feel myself freak out and say NO NOT YET, I'M NOT DONE DOING THE ME THING YET. I really see this as a time for me to be selfish and find me and what I love and don't love and do great things with it, and not put my energy on another person or work on a relationship. Not just yet.

I am having fun with Ben though. He's a cool guy, in my major, and he kisses well :) Also extremely good looking. But he and I both have talked about how we don't want a relationship right now. I'd like to clarify that I don't want a serious relationship, because I see every friendship and whatnot as a relationship, so therefore I don't want him to be my boyfriend. If that works. Haha.

bch, teh secks, thirdyear, selflove, thinking, fun, madison, music, sick, party

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