are you the now or never kind
I've discovered many things along my journey of life this past week...
Discovery one is that people named Shelley are evil, weird, and shell-like. Now, no offense if you're reading this and you happen to be named Shelley, but in my experience people named Shelley need to change their name and go to Sears and get a discount on a life.
Discovery two is that I realized that ever since playing with Barbies ever so long ago, I had always had a strong dislike for Ken... Barbie's other half apparently. I don't know why, I guess I just never took a liking to his plastic abs and faux blue eyes. So the name Ken for me, has been ruined for the rest of my life as a result of Mattel and their inability to make decently looking and decently named dolls.
Discovery three is that I am really truly stressed. I have been blissfully ignorant to this for as long as I could, then it exploded.. much as my nose does when I have allergies. School is a perma-stress obviously, and it will be until I get what I want out of it and move on. I know this, and I can deal, but every once and a while there's a tiny lapse of my "dealing" skills. I'm also stressed about money considering I just checked my account online and my stomach lurched. I have to pay my tuition in thirteen days for next year, nuf said. I am also extremely stressed about this like boy thing? Yeah, I guess that's what I'll dub it as. I mean, what is it all about? Why is it so stressful? Why aren't things more simple? What is the big freaking deal with boys and their obvious and pathetic lack of communication skills? Seriously. I am at a loss for words, it's just so purely mind boggling. I don't think people realize that I'm human, you can sit down with me and ask whatever you please and I'll be honest. I'll be open about how I feel and why. That's how I am. I hate hiding things, I hate "fibbing", I hate acting, I hate avoidance. Just come right out and ask if something is up, something is wrong, something is confusing. It's pretty damn simple. I'll try my best to answer or help or whatever without hurting people. It's all so highschool sometimes.
Discovery four is that the media sucks. Obviously I knew this before, however my knowledge was reassured after CNN experience.
Discovery five is that the first time I read The Secret Garden, I was around 6 or 7. It just seems young to me, I knew I read all the time but now that I've dated a book its just weird I guess.
Discovery six is that - and I know I might be ahead of myself here in speaking for God, but - there are truly some people in the world that God would be ashamed of. He would just stare down from the cloud-like castle and say, "wait.. what?!?!"
And thats it really... I want to go home and swim, and eat ice cream, and sleeeeep, and be merry.
-danielle
Discovery one is that people named Shelley are evil, weird, and shell-like. Now, no offense if you're reading this and you happen to be named Shelley, but in my experience people named Shelley need to change their name and go to Sears and get a discount on a life.
Discovery two is that I realized that ever since playing with Barbies ever so long ago, I had always had a strong dislike for Ken... Barbie's other half apparently. I don't know why, I guess I just never took a liking to his plastic abs and faux blue eyes. So the name Ken for me, has been ruined for the rest of my life as a result of Mattel and their inability to make decently looking and decently named dolls.
Discovery three is that I am really truly stressed. I have been blissfully ignorant to this for as long as I could, then it exploded.. much as my nose does when I have allergies. School is a perma-stress obviously, and it will be until I get what I want out of it and move on. I know this, and I can deal, but every once and a while there's a tiny lapse of my "dealing" skills. I'm also stressed about money considering I just checked my account online and my stomach lurched. I have to pay my tuition in thirteen days for next year, nuf said. I am also extremely stressed about this like boy thing? Yeah, I guess that's what I'll dub it as. I mean, what is it all about? Why is it so stressful? Why aren't things more simple? What is the big freaking deal with boys and their obvious and pathetic lack of communication skills? Seriously. I am at a loss for words, it's just so purely mind boggling. I don't think people realize that I'm human, you can sit down with me and ask whatever you please and I'll be honest. I'll be open about how I feel and why. That's how I am. I hate hiding things, I hate "fibbing", I hate acting, I hate avoidance. Just come right out and ask if something is up, something is wrong, something is confusing. It's pretty damn simple. I'll try my best to answer or help or whatever without hurting people. It's all so highschool sometimes.
Discovery four is that the media sucks. Obviously I knew this before, however my knowledge was reassured after CNN experience.
Discovery five is that the first time I read The Secret Garden, I was around 6 or 7. It just seems young to me, I knew I read all the time but now that I've dated a book its just weird I guess.
Discovery six is that - and I know I might be ahead of myself here in speaking for God, but - there are truly some people in the world that God would be ashamed of. He would just stare down from the cloud-like castle and say, "wait.. what?!?!"
And thats it really... I want to go home and swim, and eat ice cream, and sleeeeep, and be merry.
-danielle