May 16, 2005 17:54
so here I am cleaning my room after a day of school that didnt go that badly.
writers craft i jsut worked and read. spare i studied biology. lunch i studied with george. i feel bad about skippig zclub again but whatever. pillay and her damn monday tests. bio test btw went ok i think. umm data took some notes.did WC...talked to Christian and Emilie. he gave me his msn so I will have to add him.
So lately I've been feeling better about myself. It's weird I don't know. It's like...I still like love Joel and all and I'm still upset about him but now I'm thinking if he doesn't want me...he's the idiot and not me. So this is a good thing to think I think lol.
I need a job SO hardcore. I'm such a bad procrasinator tho. like i just like...i wanna go to the pen and drop off resumes and apply places but I don't wanna bus down there and my parents wont drive me. and I don't know what the hell to wear.
So anyways ummm ya im gunna go finish cleaning my room...then do my Writes Craft and then maybe plan out my data project and I don't know. I wanna go out but nobody seems bothered. Joel was acting weird today. I asked Kyle and he jsut didnt see to wanna hang out...Eden hasnt called me back. I don't know whats up there shes upset about something but she woudlnt tell me before cuz Kyle was there.
hmmmmmmmmmm I dunno. I think I'll call her now.
anwyays....
DAMMIT soccer game tomorrow lol.