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[elle_crie]

i've been so stressed out lately.
everything has been getting to me, i
feel pressure from a lot of things, and
i am aware a good majority is from, no
one other than, myself. however, i feel
like i never get a break, when in all
actuality i really do, but then i feel
guilty when i go out on the weekends,
especially knowing i should be focusing
more on my academics. other than the
massive amount of stress and, the still,
ever so apparent lonliness, i'm doing
quite well. eventually i'll upload all
the pictures from the past few parties,
including the zombie party and babyshower.

i've decided i love philosophy, so much
in fact that i may even minor in it when
i go on to get my bachelors. we'll see,
i'm still not sure what i want to do with
my life; school, home, work, etc. i just
want to do something that will make me
happy. however, we all know, i like to live
extremely comfortably. so unless i find
some brilliant ceo of a husband, i may
have a hard time doing that on an art
teachers salary. haha, but that's enough
about that.

i'm so unbelievably excited that mr. pat
fucking fitzgerald is coming to stay with
me for the weekend. i'm going to pick him
up at the airport saturday morning, which
will be a task in itself due to the party
at nate's friday night. i can't wait.

p.s. i want to bang my english comp teacher.
:) mmm, hahaha.