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listening to oasis makes me want to cry! i was young once!
anyway today was awesome. the best parts were Lani and JD
its amazing what a miniscule amount of time can do to a life when its mixed with an inevitable encounter with a vibrant life force. that is Lani. we met for tea at this adorable stop in brooklyn and talked for about three hours and i didn't realize what time it was until the shop closed down. Im blessed with amazing friendships but these bitches live soo far away it kills. anyway tomorrow i think were going to staten island to take the free ferry. spending money is overrated. im so glad to have this time with her! so long over do. after i went to this place called kitchen or diner or something with jean and it was nicely decorated and classy of the irritating kind. i got lost on the phone with nicole and had to ask for directions then got lost again. i don't know how i did it. when we finally got to the apartment i made pasta and ate as much as i could until i felt something rip and then i moved on to chocolate. a little before then JD popped into my head and i decided at that moment that i was going to call him and go back out at 1 am and see him no matter WHERE he was because i NEEDED to or i could die. i didn't know if he would answer his phone because i text him last week that id be in nyc and he responded with "who is this" so anyway he answers and is like "bla bla" turns out he truly didn't know it was me and he apparently has a wrong number for me and HAS MOVED BACK TO CALIFORNIA and has messaged my old number several times informing me so. we talked for a while and i came to the conclusion that i am in love with him and am terrifyingly jealous of melissa. that horrible bitch. i cant believe how easy it is to ruin your own life with self-doubt and pessimistic views. all the phone call did was make us both miss each other very much. Our reunion day will be that much more spectacular. Anyway quite some time has passed and now im going to die if i don't get vitamin water. im soooo very thirsty and thats all.
anyway today was awesome. the best parts were Lani and JD
its amazing what a miniscule amount of time can do to a life when its mixed with an inevitable encounter with a vibrant life force. that is Lani. we met for tea at this adorable stop in brooklyn and talked for about three hours and i didn't realize what time it was until the shop closed down. Im blessed with amazing friendships but these bitches live soo far away it kills. anyway tomorrow i think were going to staten island to take the free ferry. spending money is overrated. im so glad to have this time with her! so long over do. after i went to this place called kitchen or diner or something with jean and it was nicely decorated and classy of the irritating kind. i got lost on the phone with nicole and had to ask for directions then got lost again. i don't know how i did it. when we finally got to the apartment i made pasta and ate as much as i could until i felt something rip and then i moved on to chocolate. a little before then JD popped into my head and i decided at that moment that i was going to call him and go back out at 1 am and see him no matter WHERE he was because i NEEDED to or i could die. i didn't know if he would answer his phone because i text him last week that id be in nyc and he responded with "who is this" so anyway he answers and is like "bla bla" turns out he truly didn't know it was me and he apparently has a wrong number for me and HAS MOVED BACK TO CALIFORNIA and has messaged my old number several times informing me so. we talked for a while and i came to the conclusion that i am in love with him and am terrifyingly jealous of melissa. that horrible bitch. i cant believe how easy it is to ruin your own life with self-doubt and pessimistic views. all the phone call did was make us both miss each other very much. Our reunion day will be that much more spectacular. Anyway quite some time has passed and now im going to die if i don't get vitamin water. im soooo very thirsty and thats all.