hail and headaches
why do i always write when im supposed to be doing something else. this weather is getting to me.i get headaches and feel restless. last night i went to ciaos and got into a stupid fight with j. i want to prioritize my friends for one night a week and she feels excluded. complicated . not sure how to fix these dynamics. there small occurances..but when you spend so much time with somebody it seems bigger. going to boxing tonight and i feel like sweating. another cool friend from berlin is coming to viist me. i want to lie in my bed all day and think about my play.