Hell or glory, I don't want anything in between
Ok, so it's been like a week and a half since I posted an actual update.
My tattoo is healing nicely. Atlantic City was fun. I didn't gamble, I got incredibly smashed, I fell asleep in the hallway when our key cards wouldn't open the door, then threw up in a dream which ended up being throwing up in real life. :< Then we had delicious McDonalds and everything was better. Also this was the speed limit in the parking lot. I wanted to steal this sign SO BADLY.
I went home Sunday to do laundry and see my momma. I made oatmeal raisin cookies and got real food. Didn't hear from the boy I like, spent the night on the couch. It's a week later and I still haven't heard from him. Texted him drunk Friday night, Texted him sober yesterday. Nothing. I don't know what's up with that. Last week when I was in Philly he texted me everyday, when i was leaving home, he kissed me goodbye and told me to let him know when i got back to Philly so he knew I was safe. This week it's like I don't exist. This is why I've been in such a mood, amongst other things. This is probably the biggest reason though. It's hard to feel good about yourself when there seems to be a pattern of being rejected/set aside by the people you chase after. I have a few guesses as to what's going on in his head, I jsut wish he'd have the decency to ... not ignore me? I don't even know. The last thing I wanted was to kill our friendship. :|
Anyhow. Blah.
Thursday after class I took a bus up to NYC to meet up with animeangel and s0nified to work on my bunnygirl costume. :3 I enjoyed myself immensly, got a lot of work done and had delicious steak and potatoes at 3 am and it was amazing. I <3 both of you, thank you again so much for the help and for being awesome. :3 I'm so excited for Katsucon. ^^
Yes that is my underwear. That is the smallest pair I own. I'm gonna have to buy a pair specifically for this costume. Also YES THAT IS THE TATTOO ON MY HIP YOU CAN SEE FROM THE LEG HOLE oh my god this is so fabulously 80s. Thank god for dance tights
Also allow me at this time to say how much I hate my boobs. I've got a lot of work to do on the cups yet so that they keep the girls perky and in place. I measured my chest at Sonnya's house and apparently I should be like a 30DD or something. WTF nature, how does that even happen? Must have been all that Mcdonalds as a child. D: Bovine growth hormones FTL.
Friday I came back to Philly to work 3-9. I was only scheduled til 8, but it was a Friday night and only two people were closing and the place was a messsss, so I stayed an hour later. Went out to the usual bar (South Philly Bar and Grill) with Jillian and Mandi. Played a lot of flipcup, stayed after the bar closed since we know the owner and main bartender. Jillian and Mandi went back to her place because they were tired, I stayed and made delicious bacon and egg sammiches in the kitchen. I decided to leave around 4:15 because I had work at 12 the next day. The owner insisted on walking me back to Jillians so that I wouldnt' walk back alone and then he kissed me goodnight which was incredibly awkward because I'd been spending the night being emo over the boy who'd been ignoring me all week, and also he's just totally not my type. :| And now everytime we go to that bar it's gonna be really awkward and fuck, I really liked that place.
Jillian, Mandi and me. I look deceptively tall here, do not be fooled. I've got small heels on. And the hair adds a good 2".
Yesterday I worked 12-8. I was going to watch Repo! The Genetic Opera, but netflix doesn't have it up for instant watching, so I'll have to wait til later in the week when they send it to me. I watched The Mighty Boosh with Allison, dicked around online for a bit then went to bed around 1:30 and slept until almost 1 this afternoon. It was fantastic and much needed, because I think I'm starting to get a cold. I felt very lethargic and hypersensitive at work yesterday. Today I'm just gonna stay in and color and do other schoolwork. I'm really trying to put out my best work for my Design Presentation class, since everything in there is going to make up my portfolio that I'll be showing to get a job. I might play Persona for a bit tonight if I get all my coloring done. I dunno. Feeling pretty blah.
My tattoo is healing nicely. Atlantic City was fun. I didn't gamble, I got incredibly smashed, I fell asleep in the hallway when our key cards wouldn't open the door, then threw up in a dream which ended up being throwing up in real life. :< Then we had delicious McDonalds and everything was better. Also this was the speed limit in the parking lot. I wanted to steal this sign SO BADLY.
I went home Sunday to do laundry and see my momma. I made oatmeal raisin cookies and got real food. Didn't hear from the boy I like, spent the night on the couch. It's a week later and I still haven't heard from him. Texted him drunk Friday night, Texted him sober yesterday. Nothing. I don't know what's up with that. Last week when I was in Philly he texted me everyday, when i was leaving home, he kissed me goodbye and told me to let him know when i got back to Philly so he knew I was safe. This week it's like I don't exist. This is why I've been in such a mood, amongst other things. This is probably the biggest reason though. It's hard to feel good about yourself when there seems to be a pattern of being rejected/set aside by the people you chase after. I have a few guesses as to what's going on in his head, I jsut wish he'd have the decency to ... not ignore me? I don't even know. The last thing I wanted was to kill our friendship. :|
Anyhow. Blah.
Thursday after class I took a bus up to NYC to meet up with animeangel and s0nified to work on my bunnygirl costume. :3 I enjoyed myself immensly, got a lot of work done and had delicious steak and potatoes at 3 am and it was amazing. I <3 both of you, thank you again so much for the help and for being awesome. :3 I'm so excited for Katsucon. ^^
Yes that is my underwear. That is the smallest pair I own. I'm gonna have to buy a pair specifically for this costume. Also YES THAT IS THE TATTOO ON MY HIP YOU CAN SEE FROM THE LEG HOLE oh my god this is so fabulously 80s. Thank god for dance tights
Also allow me at this time to say how much I hate my boobs. I've got a lot of work to do on the cups yet so that they keep the girls perky and in place. I measured my chest at Sonnya's house and apparently I should be like a 30DD or something. WTF nature, how does that even happen? Must have been all that Mcdonalds as a child. D: Bovine growth hormones FTL.
Friday I came back to Philly to work 3-9. I was only scheduled til 8, but it was a Friday night and only two people were closing and the place was a messsss, so I stayed an hour later. Went out to the usual bar (South Philly Bar and Grill) with Jillian and Mandi. Played a lot of flipcup, stayed after the bar closed since we know the owner and main bartender. Jillian and Mandi went back to her place because they were tired, I stayed and made delicious bacon and egg sammiches in the kitchen. I decided to leave around 4:15 because I had work at 12 the next day. The owner insisted on walking me back to Jillians so that I wouldnt' walk back alone and then he kissed me goodnight which was incredibly awkward because I'd been spending the night being emo over the boy who'd been ignoring me all week, and also he's just totally not my type. :| And now everytime we go to that bar it's gonna be really awkward and fuck, I really liked that place.
Jillian, Mandi and me. I look deceptively tall here, do not be fooled. I've got small heels on. And the hair adds a good 2".
Yesterday I worked 12-8. I was going to watch Repo! The Genetic Opera, but netflix doesn't have it up for instant watching, so I'll have to wait til later in the week when they send it to me. I watched The Mighty Boosh with Allison, dicked around online for a bit then went to bed around 1:30 and slept until almost 1 this afternoon. It was fantastic and much needed, because I think I'm starting to get a cold. I felt very lethargic and hypersensitive at work yesterday. Today I'm just gonna stay in and color and do other schoolwork. I'm really trying to put out my best work for my Design Presentation class, since everything in there is going to make up my portfolio that I'll be showing to get a job. I might play Persona for a bit tonight if I get all my coloring done. I dunno. Feeling pretty blah.