"a change will do you good"
just a sampling of the things that make me happy right now:
definity. and happy, hopeful futures.
my new hair. and make-up. looking pretty : )
scarves on cold, blustery days.
getting facebooked by drew stout. and then talking beaucoup with him online.
being happy about certain circumstances.
joking around with guys here that I actually kind of hate.
feeling good yesterday even though I skipped my meds.
thinking independently. and selfishly. and not dying.
making lists and not capitalizing things. except my I's, of course ; D
feeling just enough carefree-ness to be happy, withoutthe help of others
and college. college makes me happy. especially when my honors prof says things like "so you guys can score well on the meaps but you don't know shit" in that joking way he has. while my class goofs off and jokes around the entire morning with our hot chocolates to warm us up. and talking about the merits of girl scouts and learning about magnets and compasses. and then going to psychology where we talk about people who are colorblind.
and the fact that all of these things remind me of him, but now in a very different way. still very good, but now very different.
change can -> happiness, btw. give it a try.