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ellakite

100 Days of LJ -- Day 156

Nov 22, 2015 20:13

Welp, the upcoming mini-season of THE REAL LIVEJOURNAL IDOL formally starts tomorrow... and I'm not ready for it. At all. I'm absolutely certain that I'm going to fall flat on my face and embarrass myself ( Read more... )

100 days of lj

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millysdaughter November 23 2015, 15:24:46 UTC

Tomorrow?
I thought it started Dec 1st?

ellakite November 23 2015, 17:24:32 UTC

You're right -- I just double-checked and Gary just posted a message stating that there's one more week of "pre-game" material coming. What threw me was another message reminding everyone that new topics are posted each Monday... and somehow I got it into my head that included this Monday (i.e. today).

i just embarrassed myself, didn't i?

millysdaughter November 23 2015, 20:12:41 UTC

LOL - you did not embarrass yourself by confusing **me** - I confuse easily.

ellakite November 23 2015, 22:24:47 UTC

No, you don't understand -- I embarrassed myself by showing how truly confused/out-of-touch *I* was. Confusing you was just a bonus/side-effect...

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kehlen November 24 2015, 19:22:23 UTC

It does not concern me, but I am wondering what happened to you to make you doubt yourself so much, and be surprised by people praising you...

(I am fishing for an answer, yes, but I understand it may be too personal.)

You can ask... ellakite November 25 2015, 03:27:46 UTC

... and I'll even answer. Because while the issue is *VERY* personal, I've addressed the underlying cause in quite a few of my LJI pieces.

Please click on the following link to see what is probably my "best" piece regarding the source of my self-doubt and utter lack of self-esteem:

http://ellakite.livejournal.com/292122.html