Issues. Mine.
I need to learn to control my temper better. Work has been horrible quite a bit recently. Like whenever a certain male is there. Almost every time I work with this person, I get sick to my stomach. Many times, the chaos that follows him everywhere forces me to miss my breaks. Every little thing he does grates on my nerves. I HATE working with him. I almost quit today. I did cry. I did hit things. My hands hurt now, and I am regretting it, but at the time, it was all I could do not to start beating his head in. This is the first time since I started the new medication that I've lost control this badly.
I care too much about my job- or, rather, the people that I'm serving. I want their orders to be correct and prompt. Lately, this has not been happening. I also want the work area to be neat. Also not happening. All I can think of is switching jobs, but there are several problems. 1) The economy- how easy is it to find a new job right now. 2) My poor customers, who will look out for them?
I'm going to go to bed and hope sleep makes things better.
I care too much about my job- or, rather, the people that I'm serving. I want their orders to be correct and prompt. Lately, this has not been happening. I also want the work area to be neat. Also not happening. All I can think of is switching jobs, but there are several problems. 1) The economy- how easy is it to find a new job right now. 2) My poor customers, who will look out for them?
I'm going to go to bed and hope sleep makes things better.