Well Well Well
Im soo fucking mad!
Who the fuck does that UGH stupid stupid stupid girl.
Well shes cut and i could give a flying fuck about it right now.
So yeah I had an awesome night the other night... NOT!
Um Im really sick right now and I really wanna be sleeping (not sexually) with David right now just cause were really cute when we sleep.
Yeah so um i've become quite the bitch lately and i really dont care much about it. OH and i had another dream last night...Ugh i wake up and i feel so weird and in the dreams i feel so awkward but attracted too its not fair. I hate these dreams.
So yeah um there annoying as is the person in my dream, kinda.
Yeah um as i was saying im a bitch people need to get over that little aspect now cause if they dont well thats just to damn bad.
Im also really snobby and shallow possibly because i've gotten really pretty, like even more prettier then before all i need now is to lose some more weight and i should be good.
Probably starting next week i cant stand starting a diet durng the middle of a week it just doesnt work for me.
I'll need to buy some planners for this or make a new livejournal called "Anorexic" Ooo i like it already, just im not going anorexic i've been there done that (grade 10) and No one did jack about it, except my parents.
anyway myy diet consits of:
Breakfast: Anything
Lunch: Fruit and Veg
Dinner: Something Small and when i mean small i mean that afr i eat it and go to the washroom there wont be anything in my stomach because im getting fat.
And im not even kidding you I'm Getting fat and I DONT get fat!
I dont do the whole whale thing, thats just not my piece of cake.
Anyway the goal is for me to be in at least a size 3 by the summer. Basically to not have any exess body weight. It'll take that long i know.
But dont worry kids i've done this before and im still alive im just a little physco thats all.
Im taking vitamins but i need to lose weight for the modeling company and the shoots so yeah my yearly goal is that =)
K totally different topic i really want to hug people right now and omg im not on drugs I actually just wanna hug David. Hmm I should do my homework get all lazy, suds up in the shower with my new body wash that smells like HEAVEN! and then do the beauty stuff cause tomorrow i want to watch telly with my love.
Yeah ok im done ranting i sound really odd today probably because im sick and slightly high on Tylenol 3's hmmm
Love you Lots
Who the fuck does that UGH stupid stupid stupid girl.
Well shes cut and i could give a flying fuck about it right now.
So yeah I had an awesome night the other night... NOT!
Um Im really sick right now and I really wanna be sleeping (not sexually) with David right now just cause were really cute when we sleep.
Yeah so um i've become quite the bitch lately and i really dont care much about it. OH and i had another dream last night...Ugh i wake up and i feel so weird and in the dreams i feel so awkward but attracted too its not fair. I hate these dreams.
So yeah um there annoying as is the person in my dream, kinda.
Yeah um as i was saying im a bitch people need to get over that little aspect now cause if they dont well thats just to damn bad.
Im also really snobby and shallow possibly because i've gotten really pretty, like even more prettier then before all i need now is to lose some more weight and i should be good.
Probably starting next week i cant stand starting a diet durng the middle of a week it just doesnt work for me.
I'll need to buy some planners for this or make a new livejournal called "Anorexic" Ooo i like it already, just im not going anorexic i've been there done that (grade 10) and No one did jack about it, except my parents.
anyway myy diet consits of:
Breakfast: Anything
Lunch: Fruit and Veg
Dinner: Something Small and when i mean small i mean that afr i eat it and go to the washroom there wont be anything in my stomach because im getting fat.
And im not even kidding you I'm Getting fat and I DONT get fat!
I dont do the whole whale thing, thats just not my piece of cake.
Anyway the goal is for me to be in at least a size 3 by the summer. Basically to not have any exess body weight. It'll take that long i know.
But dont worry kids i've done this before and im still alive im just a little physco thats all.
Im taking vitamins but i need to lose weight for the modeling company and the shoots so yeah my yearly goal is that =)
K totally different topic i really want to hug people right now and omg im not on drugs I actually just wanna hug David. Hmm I should do my homework get all lazy, suds up in the shower with my new body wash that smells like HEAVEN! and then do the beauty stuff cause tomorrow i want to watch telly with my love.
Yeah ok im done ranting i sound really odd today probably because im sick and slightly high on Tylenol 3's hmmm
Love you Lots