Life waiting to begin...
I cannot live I cannot i cant breath unless you do this with me....
So I found out something really hurtful yesterday evening...
Something a very close friend did to me and then never told me.
I was livid when i found out and it was a really snarky remark of my other close friend to have told me but i would have rather known then not have and now that i do i guess opinion on that one or actually those two people have changed.
I dont know what to think really because weather she did it o hurt me or not i cant not e her friend but at the same time had she known how much that person meant to me at the time, which she did she wouldnt have done what she did. But he did...so what does that mean.
And its the same for that one guy.
Either way does it really matter now? Now that i'm with someone no one could possibly top? Now that me and my friend are closer then anything...
Should i even bother thinking upon it?
There isnt a point in bringing it up. So i guess there is no reason for it to matter...right?
Sun is always..always...Shining!
Well ast night was interesting thats for sure...I cant believe half the things that really happened, mainly because it was almost too expected that it was unexpected...does that make any sence?
I feel like listening to soppy soft sad and romantic music, or Lord of the Rings music or maybe renting Titanic...My copy is missing *tears*
Spin me round again....and rub my eyes, this cant be happening...When busy streets a mess would people just stop to hold, their head heavy...Hide and Seak...
Im really blank right now. Yesterday i was such a bitch, i really became a different person at some points even this morning right now...
Yesterday was another one of Timmy's reunions.
I dont know how much money they raised, i would have liked to have gone
watch you say? that you only meant well...well of course you did
what did you say that its all for the best well of course it is...
Speak no feeling no i dont belive you you dont care a bit you dont a bit no no you dont care a bit.
Ok so ive never felt this blank, and i've gained weight i need to lose it off, its because of my pills the baby ones...
This hollywood girl...and they say shes so lucky she a str but she cry cry cries in her lonely heart if theres nothing missing in my life then why do these tears come at night...
I should go to the Dr.
Ok im off
Love you
So I found out something really hurtful yesterday evening...
Something a very close friend did to me and then never told me.
I was livid when i found out and it was a really snarky remark of my other close friend to have told me but i would have rather known then not have and now that i do i guess opinion on that one or actually those two people have changed.
I dont know what to think really because weather she did it o hurt me or not i cant not e her friend but at the same time had she known how much that person meant to me at the time, which she did she wouldnt have done what she did. But he did...so what does that mean.
And its the same for that one guy.
Either way does it really matter now? Now that i'm with someone no one could possibly top? Now that me and my friend are closer then anything...
Should i even bother thinking upon it?
There isnt a point in bringing it up. So i guess there is no reason for it to matter...right?
Sun is always..always...Shining!
Well ast night was interesting thats for sure...I cant believe half the things that really happened, mainly because it was almost too expected that it was unexpected...does that make any sence?
I feel like listening to soppy soft sad and romantic music, or Lord of the Rings music or maybe renting Titanic...My copy is missing *tears*
Spin me round again....and rub my eyes, this cant be happening...When busy streets a mess would people just stop to hold, their head heavy...Hide and Seak...
Im really blank right now. Yesterday i was such a bitch, i really became a different person at some points even this morning right now...
Yesterday was another one of Timmy's reunions.
I dont know how much money they raised, i would have liked to have gone
watch you say? that you only meant well...well of course you did
what did you say that its all for the best well of course it is...
Speak no feeling no i dont belive you you dont care a bit you dont a bit no no you dont care a bit.
Ok so ive never felt this blank, and i've gained weight i need to lose it off, its because of my pills the baby ones...
This hollywood girl...and they say shes so lucky she a str but she cry cry cries in her lonely heart if theres nothing missing in my life then why do these tears come at night...
I should go to the Dr.
Ok im off
Love you