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tonight, after a particularly difficult runthrough of Mondnacht, my face screwed up trying to birth it out and make it what Thomas Mann called 'the pearl of pearls', my professor said, "great art necessitates great discipline, but doesn't always provide great freedom." if only i'd known earlier!
i'm hunched in this old studio now, reviewing the masters and feeling creeped up on in some way, like maybe this won't work. searching frantically for that most favorable or prosperous termination of the attempts, the endeavors! bundled in fear, i'm done done.
i'm hunched in this old studio now, reviewing the masters and feeling creeped up on in some way, like maybe this won't work. searching frantically for that most favorable or prosperous termination of the attempts, the endeavors! bundled in fear, i'm done done.