i don't want just anyone to hold...
i dun't exactly mknow how to put all of my feelings into words they just seem to be there, and there is no explanation for any of them, i feel betrayed, empty, lost, hurt, lonely, lifeless, uphappy, glad all of these feelings, they all jstt seem to be mixing together, i try talking to people, but i never seem to give all the whole story only the parts which don't hurt as much, i say i don't care but i do, i don't want to care yet i always find myself caring. Although i know there a friends who are there for me, i feel as if i have noone. I try to hide all my feelings with a smile, but soon enough that smile turns into a frown and soon enuff that frown turns into tears running down your cheeks. i guess i'm glad that i never seem to get to attached,i hate it when people say onething but then say another thing the next day, i hate it when life is going well but then you know something is bound to shoot you down. The good thing is that everything happens for a reason right? well whatever, time for me to get on with my life, who wants to go minigolfing? lol. I need distractions, oh yeah next time don't say anything to me, asshole. everything is done, now its time to start fresh. Why are people such i dun't know what to call em? haha screw you. life goes on....
FuCk YoU!!!!
FuCk YoU!!!!