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i feel the need to update. yesterday i had a pretty good birthday. getting godiva chocolate at work is always fantastic. jessica and felicia made pizza and it was sooo good... but somehow im stuck with all these leftover dishes...lol. i finally get to go to a strip club this weekend!!!!! im terribly excited to have coked up baby dolls rubbing their boobs in my face.. i think my mom made my boobs grow for my birthday present. im 20 yrs old now and i feel like this is the first time i have ever remotely had tits. awesome!
lately everyone i talk to asks me if im excited to go to school in the fall. honestly.. not really. i am excited but not as much as im pretending to be. i dont want to leave, im only doing it because i know i have to and its the right thing to do anyways- not to mention an amazing opportunity that some people never get. it will be nice to start over but i already have a huge problem with getting homesick and this time i wont be able to come home at all. now my job is to start getting ready for the move and gradually let go of all my attatchments. thats definitely the hardest part. i need to learn how to be OK with being alone again.
who is going to college in boston? i'll be going to Babson in wellesley.
lately everyone i talk to asks me if im excited to go to school in the fall. honestly.. not really. i am excited but not as much as im pretending to be. i dont want to leave, im only doing it because i know i have to and its the right thing to do anyways- not to mention an amazing opportunity that some people never get. it will be nice to start over but i already have a huge problem with getting homesick and this time i wont be able to come home at all. now my job is to start getting ready for the move and gradually let go of all my attatchments. thats definitely the hardest part. i need to learn how to be OK with being alone again.
who is going to college in boston? i'll be going to Babson in wellesley.