please, just let me sleep!
I'm still working on the epic trip post -- I don't understand how anyone can do those things. They take for freaking ever, and all I've really done so far is sort the photos. Seriously, forever.
I'm also really behind on commenting / reading LJ. I see things that I want to comment on, but it just feels like so much effort. Going through the reverse culture crash for the second time makes it easier; I'm dealing with it a lot better than I did 3 years ago and sort of expected the lethargy, but it still doesn't give me the energy to do things. I think that this week at work has been one of my most unproductive as of yet. I'm lucky my supervisor is on holidays.
In other news, I decided that since all I want to do is sit on the couch anyway, I may as well watch something on my "to watch" list instead of reruns of Friends. I thought that since a whole bunch of my LJ friends watch Supernatural, I should give it a try. I mean, pretty boys, right? That's fun...
Except remember how I have incredibly vivid and lucid dreams? Remember how I woke up crying because Zombies and Reavers somehow mated and killed all my family in dreams, and then I was afraid to sleep for days? Did I ever tell you about how after I watched The Ring I actually had to get carried out of the theatre, and it scared me enough that I've never watched another scary movie again?
WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING WATCHING SUPERNATURAL BEFORE BED???
Seriously, people. SERIOUSLY. I mean, it's show about pretty boys that drive a pretty car, right? At least, that's what I thought it was going to be. Instead spirits are crawling out of mirrors and people are burning in ceilings and demons are crawling into you through your eyeballs.
People, I did not sign up for this, especially in my dreams. Nope. Not at all.
I mean, I should watch it and think it's silly, right? But it's not. It's scary. It's FREAKIN' scary. And the soundtrack doesn't help at all! I fall for every little jump in the music and every time they try to build the suspense.
UGH. It's times like these I really wish I either (a) did not get into TV as much as I do, or (b) had less imagination. It might make me dull and have less fun, but if I could sleep again, it would be very much appreciated.
SERIOUSLY.
I'm also really behind on commenting / reading LJ. I see things that I want to comment on, but it just feels like so much effort. Going through the reverse culture crash for the second time makes it easier; I'm dealing with it a lot better than I did 3 years ago and sort of expected the lethargy, but it still doesn't give me the energy to do things. I think that this week at work has been one of my most unproductive as of yet. I'm lucky my supervisor is on holidays.
In other news, I decided that since all I want to do is sit on the couch anyway, I may as well watch something on my "to watch" list instead of reruns of Friends. I thought that since a whole bunch of my LJ friends watch Supernatural, I should give it a try. I mean, pretty boys, right? That's fun...
Except remember how I have incredibly vivid and lucid dreams? Remember how I woke up crying because Zombies and Reavers somehow mated and killed all my family in dreams, and then I was afraid to sleep for days? Did I ever tell you about how after I watched The Ring I actually had to get carried out of the theatre, and it scared me enough that I've never watched another scary movie again?
WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING WATCHING SUPERNATURAL BEFORE BED???
Seriously, people. SERIOUSLY. I mean, it's show about pretty boys that drive a pretty car, right? At least, that's what I thought it was going to be. Instead spirits are crawling out of mirrors and people are burning in ceilings and demons are crawling into you through your eyeballs.
People, I did not sign up for this, especially in my dreams. Nope. Not at all.
I mean, I should watch it and think it's silly, right? But it's not. It's scary. It's FREAKIN' scary. And the soundtrack doesn't help at all! I fall for every little jump in the music and every time they try to build the suspense.
UGH. It's times like these I really wish I either (a) did not get into TV as much as I do, or (b) had less imagination. It might make me dull and have less fun, but if I could sleep again, it would be very much appreciated.
SERIOUSLY.