timorously treading water

[ella76]

six days without contact
when i am used to seeing you nearly every night and day for you
it has me timorously treading water
acrid water
filled with passion's blood
my heart is stained
i wish you could call
i came home alone last night half expecting you to be waiting
in my bed with the peach pillow you gave me
and the first gift you ever gave me nuzzled up
Jazzy the female bunny with the pink whiskers
i wish you knew that boys can wear pink too
but that's ok
timorously treading acrid water
blood stained heart
so close to falling apart
if it wasn't for my family and friends my broken heart would break me
timorously treading
treading
come home soon and throw a life jacket, ok my love?