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Man, lifes so complicated. One minute I'm really hyper, and the next, I'm totally sad. I feel so hopeless right now. I'm scared that I'm never going to get better. I feel so hopeless, and I hate it when people worry about me. I know that ya guys just care and are only trying to help, but when everyone asks why it's happening, and what's making me feel the way I do, I feel even worse, cause I don't even know. Sometimes I wonder if lifes even wereth it? If going through all of this is actually wereth it. I don't know what to do anymore. I thought that barrying myself in other peoples problems so I didn't have to deal with my own was the way to go, but now I'm not sure. It feel's like I don't want to deal with anything anymore. Ya know those days when you just feel like crawling in to bed and staying there? well, that's me most days. I'm so lucky I passed this year. School seemed like such a chore (Not that I love it, cause I don't), but I just couldn't get myself out of bed at all. I couldn't consontrate on anything either. Man this is so fucked. I wish it would just all disappear, and then my life would be the way it was before.
Well that's all for now.
Laters
Peace Out For Now
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Well that's all for now.
Laters
Peace Out For Now
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