I Made It Myself

Jan 29, 2008 08:02

Today I'm gonna tease all you englishlovers by writing in english. And I am also going to use this online translation-machine that will quite likely give me false words and expressions. But LIKE I CARE *MUAHAHAHA*.

Today I woke up at 06:00 AM. I Just didn't feel tired anymore. I slept about 4 hours, but I'm just glad that I slept at ALL! Me sleeping at night and waking up in morning has been quite rare view lately, so I'm happy.  At this morning I did something that every little Elksisaurus should do now and then: making backup-copies! When it was last time I made them?? An year ago?? It's pure wonder that no virus has destroy my computer while I was too lazy saving files! There were almost 10GB import data to vanish! But now I'm satisfied. It is in safe place now. In safe place to my cat to scratch it, my dog to chew it and my husband to throw some coffee etc to it. To make sure that SOMEBODY will destroy it, I made only one copy of each file.

At this point I apologize my poor english again. It really has been 10 years since I had any tutoring (can I say it like that..?) in this. I hope you ALL people in the world that are reading this (yeah right *laughs* ) anyhow understand me, 'cause I love this language and would be so happy if I could write better!

But I have to answer that burning question in the headline now!

Last night I made James! I made James by using childrens modelling paste and God was I a perfectionist with that?? I made every single guitarstring, I made eyelids.. Who talked about fun and relax while making useless crafts?? God no! My style is to spend hours to something that drives me nuts and get absolutely NO benefit of it! I just wanted to make James and so much for that! I haven't bake it yet (it's kind of paste that gets hard when baked) and I am quite terrified to do it! What if I ruin it?? What if it burns? My many hours of hard work will be vanished!

That we will see. Now I get back to my latest composition (wich is total shit like everyone of them) and drive myself nuts by recognizing that I am just normal n00bie and will ever accomplish anything GREAT.

hand made, writer's block

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