Apr 07, 2011 23:33
Why is it that relationships are not just between 2 people? Why is it that there are insensitive people around who sabotages easily just with one sentence? So how do we ignore these people and carry on, and pretend nothing happened? Because we can and we should! I don't even know why I am feeling bad when I have done nothing wrong. Why can't I do what I like since life is so short! Because we are not living alone~! Because there are others whom we need to care for their feelings! How did it end up being my bad again.
I am feeling a bit bothered. Because I don't know why I can't talk to the people that I wish to talk to. I have this sudden feeling that I may lose a good friend because of what others have said. In retrospect, I think i was being very ridiculous. How can I not hold on to this friendship just because I am afraid of how others are looking at me. It is selfish, incorrigible vegetable.