May 15, 2009 23:09
As high school comes to a close, I guess I could say that i've come to many a wonderfully learned moral. Sure, I didn't apply myself enough in certain areas, yeah, I could have been more romantically involved back then (i'm certainly not complaining now), but who cares, really?
I live by the reflection of who I am; I make myself.
But the dilemmas come into play, what am I without the input of my friends, family, music, dog (of course!), and lifestyle? The many facets of life shine present as reflective as I am seeing myself, but I'm afraid that I cannot reach far enough to incorporate every corner of life that I wish to see myself in.
If anything, I still cannot figure out how the HELL to curb the anxieties and desires that surface from surrounding myself with the most influential and downright wonderful friends.
I have immersed myself in such a wide variety of groups that I cannot satisfy everything with too little people, I wonder how much I will lose by separating myself from Dreyfoos..