Sep 14, 2007 21:27
i apologize with not updating this for extreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeemly long.. i've been going through some CRAZY!! shiat, and life has been espicially brutal..
between:
4 aps..
constant song writing (my bands are going crazy on me)
verum's recording (blehhhhhh long.)
configuring my new cymbal set up =DDDDDDDD
drooling over new snaredrums....
having NO social life (read above 5..)
focusing on my chica problems (hopefully this will get better.)
all of my classes are hard;
wondering how the hell i'ma going to balance my clubs...
and yelling at people for practice issues.
okay, yeah i repeated a bunch but hey... life ain't easy. y'know?
my life is [finally] looking back up, i've regained confidence (although i've been waiting a little long..) and the self-esteem i've lacked all throughout high school. if things turn to the down side..... than.. well that's another story. Nevertheless, i've actually found some chances that i've been looking for for a reeeeeeally long time, and if all goes well, i'll have a social life again =] (well, atleast.. an excuse to think i really like someone =D) hopefully my dudes and i will get out there and play some FREAKING SHOWS ALREADY, WERE OVERDUE.. Needless to say, things should be looking up very soon. At least.. i'm trying. but that's an improvement.