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i am really loving life right now.
for once i don't have problems to tell to everyone else.
im finally enjoying my relationship with dustin instead of dwelling on what problem to solve next.
i love my apartment.
i love sitting on my balcony at 3am in my undies and a tshirt smoking a cig.
although i hate dishing out so much money on bills it is worth it to have something to call my own.
i feel my life truely starting, finding adulthood.
its exciting.
dustin has orientation at ivytech tomorrow. i really hope he enjoys this college. most of you know how his experience at IUS went (not so good).
everyday i find myself wanting to start a family with dustin. i am loving babies more and more each day.
i even like cleaning the apartment and planning our future out in my head.
even though dustin loved his last job im so thankful that he is making more money at his new job at connexions and that he gets paid every week, it helps us out a lot.
our wedding is in less than two years! i cant believe i will be married.
these things arent like i imagined when i was little, but im realizing thats okay. you cant expect things to be a certain way, you have to take life as it comes.
i appreciate my friendships and am very fortunate to have such great friends. i love inviting people over whenever i want.
i know its going to be stressful and difficult to go to school full time and work 32hrs. a week, but i also know i can do it!
i love my new job on the behavioral floor. i feel more mature and although its work, i enjoy what i do.
im still trying to figure out what actual career i want, but i have many ideas.
life is good.
xoxo
for once i don't have problems to tell to everyone else.
im finally enjoying my relationship with dustin instead of dwelling on what problem to solve next.
i love my apartment.
i love sitting on my balcony at 3am in my undies and a tshirt smoking a cig.
although i hate dishing out so much money on bills it is worth it to have something to call my own.
i feel my life truely starting, finding adulthood.
its exciting.
dustin has orientation at ivytech tomorrow. i really hope he enjoys this college. most of you know how his experience at IUS went (not so good).
everyday i find myself wanting to start a family with dustin. i am loving babies more and more each day.
i even like cleaning the apartment and planning our future out in my head.
even though dustin loved his last job im so thankful that he is making more money at his new job at connexions and that he gets paid every week, it helps us out a lot.
our wedding is in less than two years! i cant believe i will be married.
these things arent like i imagined when i was little, but im realizing thats okay. you cant expect things to be a certain way, you have to take life as it comes.
i appreciate my friendships and am very fortunate to have such great friends. i love inviting people over whenever i want.
i know its going to be stressful and difficult to go to school full time and work 32hrs. a week, but i also know i can do it!
i love my new job on the behavioral floor. i feel more mature and although its work, i enjoy what i do.
im still trying to figure out what actual career i want, but i have many ideas.
life is good.
xoxo