jean is awesome
so here is the update i meant to do yesterday. but first i must say something:
JEAN IS AWESOME.
and you will find out why later.
yesterday i learned some interesting things. first, nelson cheated on cary with me. i never new this. em said he dumped her a few days AFTER he asked me out. and that must have been why he wanted to not tell neone about us going out for a while. if i had known this, i would have dumped him, i really would have. i feel REALLY bad about that.
also emily was the one who started the think at school with ppl calling me a rat. i always thought it was jessie stowe. idc though, its not a big deal now.
and another thing. i dont like guys anymore. at all. emily says im a 'hard core lesbian' whatever the hell that means. idk, i spose i COULD like a guy someday, i have before, but i really dont like them. and not just the guys at our school, guys in general. its really confusing. i dont think its, a big deal, but i am confused.
also when we were waiting for emily's dad to pick us up, we chillaxed out side the school and the track team ran by...and we saw brian. so i yelled at him, 'im a hard core lesbian!' just to see what he'd say since me and em were talking about it then. he didnt care lol. he's cool.
and now why jean is awesome.
she came home late bus with me. since i am now very pissed at nelson, we burned all the notes he's ever given me, and all the pictures i have of him. it was funnnn :-D. my whole room smelled like smoke so it seemed like we had been smoking, but whatever. we sprayed perfume on ourselves. and in my room. jean is awesome. the end. and she got over her fear of the late bus (ish).
oh and emily wrote a really good story today. i read it but its not done and she must finish it cuz i wanna hear the end! lol.
JEAN IS AWESOME.
and you will find out why later.
yesterday i learned some interesting things. first, nelson cheated on cary with me. i never new this. em said he dumped her a few days AFTER he asked me out. and that must have been why he wanted to not tell neone about us going out for a while. if i had known this, i would have dumped him, i really would have. i feel REALLY bad about that.
also emily was the one who started the think at school with ppl calling me a rat. i always thought it was jessie stowe. idc though, its not a big deal now.
and another thing. i dont like guys anymore. at all. emily says im a 'hard core lesbian' whatever the hell that means. idk, i spose i COULD like a guy someday, i have before, but i really dont like them. and not just the guys at our school, guys in general. its really confusing. i dont think its, a big deal, but i am confused.
also when we were waiting for emily's dad to pick us up, we chillaxed out side the school and the track team ran by...and we saw brian. so i yelled at him, 'im a hard core lesbian!' just to see what he'd say since me and em were talking about it then. he didnt care lol. he's cool.
and now why jean is awesome.
she came home late bus with me. since i am now very pissed at nelson, we burned all the notes he's ever given me, and all the pictures i have of him. it was funnnn :-D. my whole room smelled like smoke so it seemed like we had been smoking, but whatever. we sprayed perfume on ourselves. and in my room. jean is awesome. the end. and she got over her fear of the late bus (ish).
oh and emily wrote a really good story today. i read it but its not done and she must finish it cuz i wanna hear the end! lol.