Mar 18, 2010 16:36
I really like how we make list of things, makes writing a little less daunting when they're only talking points
1. I feel like a douchebag because I got the super sweet KC invite in my mail yesterday. I'm sorry I didn't go to KC. I miss my dear friends and I hate that I'm being a bad friend...I'm blaming Borger.
2. Spent half of spring break in Austin with Kearsten. We visited her brother and his family. They are super awesome.
3. Boarded the cats for the first time. They survived and I think are significantly more subdued now.
4. Kearsten told me she loves me for the first time while we were there. I proceeded to have a panic attack because it caught me so off guard and my stomach was actually trying to escape from my body at the time. I told her I love her too, because I do. Panic attack I think has much to do with now realizing that this is a real relationship.
5. Talked to Aaron for the first time in a while today. He actually played at SXSW and I wish I could have been there. He made some comment about getting a house with me and I realized that I'm a douchebag because I haven't told him that I'm back together with Kearsten. No matter my relationship to Kearsten, I don't think it's a good sign that I have such perforated communication with him. I think it's better that we just stay friends. I don't think I would be satisfied by that relationship. (this is going to make its way to the therapist)
6. I'm overwhelmed with all that I have to do in the next four days before school starts again.
7. I've resigned from Frank Phillips College so now I have to start job hunting again for next year...suck