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last night was not a good night:
tried to go to bed aroun 10pm, but my stomache kept hurting and hurting, finally at 11, i just rolled over and puked...felt alot better, but it got worse after that though - i woke up every hour on the hour practially and did this - would get sick, brush my teeth, drink a little water, attempt sleep, wake up again and the whole process started all over again - finally at about 5 am i was able to sleep to 9, went potty and then turned around and threw up there - slept again till about noon and now i'm up, feeling verrrrrry sore and achey and drinking some lemon-lime powerade - i wanted pepto bismal but the lady wouldnt let me buy it because ididn't have cash or techexpress and i can't use dining bucks on that kind of stuff. I was so mad, i started crying all the back up to my room.
My roommate didn't even helplast night, just kept typeing on her fucking computer while i spewed my guts into our trashcan. yeah, she was soooo helpful. i missed my mom, and no one else was there to help. so i called her in the middle of the night, crying, and she talked to me, and taled to me, and then i fell asleep and woke up with the phone by my waist. she'd hung up of course - but then, knowing she'd stayed up with me on the phone until i fell asleep made me cry some more - i don't know what was wrong with me, but i do feel better this afternoon - just re-telling this stuff is makeing me cry some more! so much for a productive study dead day.....i htink i'll go back to bed....say a prayer for me all, that i can make it the next six days. E
tried to go to bed aroun 10pm, but my stomache kept hurting and hurting, finally at 11, i just rolled over and puked...felt alot better, but it got worse after that though - i woke up every hour on the hour practially and did this - would get sick, brush my teeth, drink a little water, attempt sleep, wake up again and the whole process started all over again - finally at about 5 am i was able to sleep to 9, went potty and then turned around and threw up there - slept again till about noon and now i'm up, feeling verrrrrry sore and achey and drinking some lemon-lime powerade - i wanted pepto bismal but the lady wouldnt let me buy it because ididn't have cash or techexpress and i can't use dining bucks on that kind of stuff. I was so mad, i started crying all the back up to my room.
My roommate didn't even helplast night, just kept typeing on her fucking computer while i spewed my guts into our trashcan. yeah, she was soooo helpful. i missed my mom, and no one else was there to help. so i called her in the middle of the night, crying, and she talked to me, and taled to me, and then i fell asleep and woke up with the phone by my waist. she'd hung up of course - but then, knowing she'd stayed up with me on the phone until i fell asleep made me cry some more - i don't know what was wrong with me, but i do feel better this afternoon - just re-telling this stuff is makeing me cry some more! so much for a productive study dead day.....i htink i'll go back to bed....say a prayer for me all, that i can make it the next six days. E