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rarararara
i went to michigan and now i am back.
i am frusterated.
i am tired.
ge-om-et-ry uuuggghhhh shapes and circles shapes and circles. im about to stab myself in the eye with the protractorrrrrr. but the people in our class are funny. we have boredom induced converations. basically, none of us would talk to eachother if we werent so bored. its like how people on desert islands fall in love with eachother just because there is no one else around. like..."hey, youre here, Im here....ok." thats basically the gist of it. really, i dont know if people on desert islands would fall in love with eachother. i hope no one in our geometry class falls in love with eachother, thats wierd. ok this whole paragraph just got uncomfortable.
it was so beautiful outside today, i lay on my porch and ate nectarines for almost an hour.
the hammock is broken! AHHHH NAPTIME IS OVER.
it is so strange, how going to michigan makes me feel like ive lost years of time here, even though everything stays the same. i feel the gaps between people more. i miss your conversation.
things that stay the same:
the naked guy is still naked (a little naked, alot naked, WHATS THE DIFFERENCE??? he likes to switch it up alittle now and again. i swear the other day he was only wearing kneesocks and a pair of suede chaps. oh help.)
my window is still open
the window has gotten much use lately. i need to think. thinking is easier barefoot, swinging from a high up place. i think shoes hinder thinking. i am glad i had the time to think on this in michigan. and i did. in fact, i couldnt stop. it made me miss jonathan more, even though he was right next to me.
i dont know what the right choice is, i dont know if i should even attempt this. i am so afraid of you! you terrify me, the only person who can make waves inside my mind without moving, without speaking.
but you just bring me down, {bring my stars to the ground.}
i went to michigan and now i am back.
i am frusterated.
i am tired.
ge-om-et-ry uuuggghhhh shapes and circles shapes and circles. im about to stab myself in the eye with the protractorrrrrr. but the people in our class are funny. we have boredom induced converations. basically, none of us would talk to eachother if we werent so bored. its like how people on desert islands fall in love with eachother just because there is no one else around. like..."hey, youre here, Im here....ok." thats basically the gist of it. really, i dont know if people on desert islands would fall in love with eachother. i hope no one in our geometry class falls in love with eachother, thats wierd. ok this whole paragraph just got uncomfortable.
it was so beautiful outside today, i lay on my porch and ate nectarines for almost an hour.
the hammock is broken! AHHHH NAPTIME IS OVER.
it is so strange, how going to michigan makes me feel like ive lost years of time here, even though everything stays the same. i feel the gaps between people more. i miss your conversation.
things that stay the same:
the naked guy is still naked (a little naked, alot naked, WHATS THE DIFFERENCE??? he likes to switch it up alittle now and again. i swear the other day he was only wearing kneesocks and a pair of suede chaps. oh help.)
my window is still open
the window has gotten much use lately. i need to think. thinking is easier barefoot, swinging from a high up place. i think shoes hinder thinking. i am glad i had the time to think on this in michigan. and i did. in fact, i couldnt stop. it made me miss jonathan more, even though he was right next to me.
i dont know what the right choice is, i dont know if i should even attempt this. i am so afraid of you! you terrify me, the only person who can make waves inside my mind without moving, without speaking.
but you just bring me down, {bring my stars to the ground.}