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damn canadians. and texans. and germans. why the hell do i do this to myself, every time. i think i have some neurosis where the only people i want to get close to are the ones that live very far away, even before i know they live far away, and it's always been like that. even when i was eleven in summer camp, the only guy i had a crush on was the one guy in the whole fucking camp who didn't live in oregon, or even on the west coast.
grrrrrrrr.
grrrrrrrr.