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i no longer have a mom. not like i really have for the last few years, not like she's done anything but fuck things up, but now it's official.
i also no longer have money for college. my decision, kind of, in that way that you make decisions before they're made for you, like quitting before you get fired. even if it wasn't that way, even if she hadn't already taken a lot of it, i don't want their money and the knowledge that anything good that came from it would be partly because of people i have no respect for.
also, no health insurance in a few months. not my decision at all.
and also, no cell phone after this month, one decision that is mine for several reasons, mainly i'm sick of pysochotic voicemails from people who hang up on me when i call back. plus i can't afford it. so from now on call 288-4470
so i need to make one last run to the past, pick up my paintings, my cat, and a lot of other shit. anyone with a car in the mood for some drama?
i also no longer have money for college. my decision, kind of, in that way that you make decisions before they're made for you, like quitting before you get fired. even if it wasn't that way, even if she hadn't already taken a lot of it, i don't want their money and the knowledge that anything good that came from it would be partly because of people i have no respect for.
also, no health insurance in a few months. not my decision at all.
and also, no cell phone after this month, one decision that is mine for several reasons, mainly i'm sick of pysochotic voicemails from people who hang up on me when i call back. plus i can't afford it. so from now on call 288-4470
so i need to make one last run to the past, pick up my paintings, my cat, and a lot of other shit. anyone with a car in the mood for some drama?