I want to run away from home

[elizabethct]

For over a week now, I have had a crap load of kids in my house. I am incredibly stressed out because of it. Initially I had even let one of the kids borrow my Bonneville to run to his house to get stuff for his baby, and now I have gone through $100 worth of gas in that car alone because of them. Let's not forget to mention the food consumption!!! My bank account is going to be negative once the gas I put in the car on Saturday hits my account. I had my daughters on Thursday that I wanted everyone gone this weekend because I wanted to clean my carpets, and yet, they're all still here. I am pretty irritated. I have pitched fits because obviously me just telling my kids that I want people gone wasn't enough.

I just want to run away from home, but I'm afraid to leave because God only knows what will happen in my absence.