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Oct 17, 2005 21:18


So lately, I've been in terrible moods, and then awesome moods the next minute.  I hate it, I feel bipolar, but I know I'm not. So I haven't updated in a while, sorry.

So, I think im at this stage in my life, where I need to find out where I belong. I want to know what I'm worth to people. I want to know if I'm good enough for people to be...I guess proud to know me. I want to know if I'm funny, pretty, outgoing, shy, boring or whatever. I guess I just need some reassurance that my friends will be here for me when I need them. I'm not going to lie though, I love to hear what people have to say about me, good or bad. If you don't like me for some reason, tell me, and tell me why you don't like me. I don't have any enemies and I don't really plan on it either. I love everyone..

So my parents aren't doing so well.

Peyton's implant is acting funny. Sometimes he can hear, others he can't, which makes me terribly sad and mad. I've seen kids make fun of Peyton because he's different. But isn't being different the thing that makes someone more interesting? Peyton will get made fun of at school, I mean, there's no getting around that and I know that he's not going to be a "normal" kid, but I think that's awesome. Being "normal" is being boring. Everyone has characteristics that make them unique...Peyton's is just that he has a hearing imparment. I really hope everything is okay with that though, if not, I'll be super dissapointed.

Well, Comment or whatever.

Love,

Elizabeth

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