Modern Day (today)
OOOkay... Guys that mean ALOT to me.
June 14, 2001- Hayden Lea Meyer
On this very day, I was talking to a guy name Steve, I had never met him, I just talked to him on the msn. Well why I was talking to him, he happened to be talking to one of his internet buddies, Hayden Lea Meyer. Well, Steve gave Hayden my email address, and Hayden added me. Throughout time, Hayden and I got very close. We became bestfriends. We had went through so much together. I feel in love with him. My ex-bestfriend, Kyleigh, and I were going to take a road trip after senior graduation. Well now that has all changed. Kyleigh and I are no longer bestfriends, because she's a slut (eeeewww!). Hayden, on May 23, 2004, decided he couldnt handle the hardness of life, and took his own life. R.I.P. Hayden Lea Meyer. I will always love you. 9/13/1984- 5/23/2004
March 2003- Jonathan Paul Gale
In March sometime, I started talking to Jon. He or I added on another from Facethejury.com. At first we were just sorta friends. After time, Jon fell in love with me, still is today. I didn't want to love someone over the internet again, so I denied any feelings for him that I had. Well, that didn't last long. I told him how I felt. As dumb as it may seem, we loved eachother over the internet, and planned to be together. Jon is from Canada, so he moved all the way from here to Ohio so that he could be with me. We never end up seeing eachother, and as rude as it was, I lost some of my feelings for him and Jon moved back to Canada. Then we got in this huge fight because I didnt want him to drink and do drugs, and he wanted to. So he didnt get on for awhile. Then he just started getting on again, yeah. LOL. We started talking, he poured out his feelings. He told me that he never wanted to be with another girl, besides me. He wanted to marry me, and have a family with me. With time I realized I wanted the same thing. I loved him, still do to this day. There is one thing I forgot to tell you all, Jon is 24. Which is about 10 years apart for us. Age is just a number, right. Right! Just a day or two ago, I made the decision that Jon and I should just be friends. I mean I still want him to be in my life, and I want him to be in the future too. But its present today, and I cant be with him physically. So now we are just friends that are in love with eachother; sounds crazy, I know. But its just the truth. I Love You Jon! *kiss* MUAH!
December 12, 2003- Daniel Bernard Trongale
On this exact day. I met Daniel *aka* Danny. My cousin, Kelly, and I went to the mall just to hang out. She started talking to this dude she liked, name Danny, who she knew from school. I didnt really have an instant attraction to him, but after time I realized he was so sweet, and pretty hott. We walked around at the mall with him the rest of the night. I got his email addy from my cousin. From that night, I have talked to him ever since. I waited till the end of February for him to even date me. By the beginning of March we were basically going out without the title of being boyfriend and girlfried. One day, Danny called me and told me he was moving. I was so hurt. I was stupid and cut my wrist with a razor, and wrote about it in my journal. My sister found that journal a day later and showed it to my mom. The next night my mom confronted me about it after she had caught me crying on the phone to Danny. I didnt want to talk to her about it, so she took me to St. Rita's ER. They referred me to see a councler. THINGS CHANGE.... Danny called me one day and told me about how Kim (his ex) and him started talking again, and he was going to have to make a choice between her and I. I loved Danny, and I didn't want him to just have to make a choice, so I chose for him. I picked him to be with Kim. So we were offically over from then on out. Danny and I still talk to this day. I still love him and talk to him all the time. He's a sweet guy, and he'll always be in my life. Love ya Danny!
June 14, 2001- Hayden Lea Meyer
On this very day, I was talking to a guy name Steve, I had never met him, I just talked to him on the msn. Well why I was talking to him, he happened to be talking to one of his internet buddies, Hayden Lea Meyer. Well, Steve gave Hayden my email address, and Hayden added me. Throughout time, Hayden and I got very close. We became bestfriends. We had went through so much together. I feel in love with him. My ex-bestfriend, Kyleigh, and I were going to take a road trip after senior graduation. Well now that has all changed. Kyleigh and I are no longer bestfriends, because she's a slut (eeeewww!). Hayden, on May 23, 2004, decided he couldnt handle the hardness of life, and took his own life. R.I.P. Hayden Lea Meyer. I will always love you. 9/13/1984- 5/23/2004
March 2003- Jonathan Paul Gale
In March sometime, I started talking to Jon. He or I added on another from Facethejury.com. At first we were just sorta friends. After time, Jon fell in love with me, still is today. I didn't want to love someone over the internet again, so I denied any feelings for him that I had. Well, that didn't last long. I told him how I felt. As dumb as it may seem, we loved eachother over the internet, and planned to be together. Jon is from Canada, so he moved all the way from here to Ohio so that he could be with me. We never end up seeing eachother, and as rude as it was, I lost some of my feelings for him and Jon moved back to Canada. Then we got in this huge fight because I didnt want him to drink and do drugs, and he wanted to. So he didnt get on for awhile. Then he just started getting on again, yeah. LOL. We started talking, he poured out his feelings. He told me that he never wanted to be with another girl, besides me. He wanted to marry me, and have a family with me. With time I realized I wanted the same thing. I loved him, still do to this day. There is one thing I forgot to tell you all, Jon is 24. Which is about 10 years apart for us. Age is just a number, right. Right! Just a day or two ago, I made the decision that Jon and I should just be friends. I mean I still want him to be in my life, and I want him to be in the future too. But its present today, and I cant be with him physically. So now we are just friends that are in love with eachother; sounds crazy, I know. But its just the truth. I Love You Jon! *kiss* MUAH!
December 12, 2003- Daniel Bernard Trongale
On this exact day. I met Daniel *aka* Danny. My cousin, Kelly, and I went to the mall just to hang out. She started talking to this dude she liked, name Danny, who she knew from school. I didnt really have an instant attraction to him, but after time I realized he was so sweet, and pretty hott. We walked around at the mall with him the rest of the night. I got his email addy from my cousin. From that night, I have talked to him ever since. I waited till the end of February for him to even date me. By the beginning of March we were basically going out without the title of being boyfriend and girlfried. One day, Danny called me and told me he was moving. I was so hurt. I was stupid and cut my wrist with a razor, and wrote about it in my journal. My sister found that journal a day later and showed it to my mom. The next night my mom confronted me about it after she had caught me crying on the phone to Danny. I didnt want to talk to her about it, so she took me to St. Rita's ER. They referred me to see a councler. THINGS CHANGE.... Danny called me one day and told me about how Kim (his ex) and him started talking again, and he was going to have to make a choice between her and I. I loved Danny, and I didn't want him to just have to make a choice, so I chose for him. I picked him to be with Kim. So we were offically over from then on out. Danny and I still talk to this day. I still love him and talk to him all the time. He's a sweet guy, and he'll always be in my life. Love ya Danny!