Oct 24, 2004 21:28
ok i noe i havent updated in like forever, but watever...
i just dont get it anymore. something was one way for wat seemed like forever n then BAM it changes like overnite (literally). n idk i'm starting to accept it, but it still hurts a lot. n idk i guess i just gotta get used to it cuz i noe its going to be this way forever now. am i ok with this? no, not really. can i do anything to change it? nope i dont think so. so yea, i guess i just gotta get through this one all on my own.
i should be used to this by now, rite? yea well guess wat, this may be a shocker, but im not... im really not. it hurts everytime.
but it doesnt make a difference now does it? nope, didnt think so.
thats all for now i guess.
xox
liz