Mar 10, 2011 18:51
My self esteem is at a low right now because I was looking through my pictures and I never show my teeth.
I never fully realized how subconscious my self cautiousness was about my gap until just now. I hate it so much, I can never fully smile in pictures. I tend to always stare at people with nice teeth and I envy them all of the time.
I hate my gap so much, it restricts me from truly smiling and expressing my happiness to it's full length.
It sounds ridiculous but I took like 100 pictures of myself smiling with my teeth today to try and train myself to have the perfect smile but I hate them all.
I am considering getting my gap filled in for good or having braces.
Okay, my pointless livejournal rant is over now.