Confused
My emotions are confusing me.
Writing and playing music seems to be the only thing that makes sense anymore.
Right now, it's the only thing that truly makes me happy and makes me forget about everything going on in my life.
What I wish more than anything is to have a best friend to confide in.
Sure, I have a handful of really good friends that I love so dearly, but they all have their best friends.
Maybe I am just being selfish and annoying, but what I would give just to have a best friend again.
My life is completely changing (in a positive direction actually) and it's so weird having to go through it alone.
I honestly can see great things in my future with the way things are going, but I just feel so sick to my stomach because I picture myself being alone and with no friends if I end up moving to LA.
Maybe it is time for a change.
I have already started making new theatre friends and my band seems to be heading in a positive direction (hopefully)
Rejection from your best friend is the ultimate rejection.
I feel so low and insignificant right now.
Arghhh, what is wrong with me?!?!
In other news, I met this really, really cute boy yesterday but I think he thinks I'm weird because I didn't have anything to say because I was so, so nervous. I forgot his name but I remember seeing him at an I hate you just kidding show and he didn't even notice me. :(
Writing and playing music seems to be the only thing that makes sense anymore.
Right now, it's the only thing that truly makes me happy and makes me forget about everything going on in my life.
What I wish more than anything is to have a best friend to confide in.
Sure, I have a handful of really good friends that I love so dearly, but they all have their best friends.
Maybe I am just being selfish and annoying, but what I would give just to have a best friend again.
My life is completely changing (in a positive direction actually) and it's so weird having to go through it alone.
I honestly can see great things in my future with the way things are going, but I just feel so sick to my stomach because I picture myself being alone and with no friends if I end up moving to LA.
Maybe it is time for a change.
I have already started making new theatre friends and my band seems to be heading in a positive direction (hopefully)
Rejection from your best friend is the ultimate rejection.
I feel so low and insignificant right now.
Arghhh, what is wrong with me?!?!
In other news, I met this really, really cute boy yesterday but I think he thinks I'm weird because I didn't have anything to say because I was so, so nervous. I forgot his name but I remember seeing him at an I hate you just kidding show and he didn't even notice me. :(