when i heard of justins death, i was crushed, my heart was friggen beaten.. it killed my insides.. but he was there.. and.. thats where hes always been. ‘there’. i can't deny that i... i love tyler. hes a great guy, been there for me through everything and anything. we've been through so much, tried to be together and people and things that were out of our control wouldn't let us be together. it was rushed, unplanned, but it feels right, more right than anything ive ever done or had.. i feel.. complete. i love tyler and i love him a lot. if i could see myself married to anyone. it would be him. .and thats what we did
TJonChasez: Well then. Hello
shanewestrp1: *coughs*
shanewestrp1: hey tj
Elizarpg: -smiles-
TJonChasez: Hey Shane.
TJonChasez: So, uh... how's everyone?
Elizarpg: um. pastor this is Tj. Tj. thats the pastor.
PriestPastor101: -waves-
shanewestrp1: im the witness *sits down on the chair next to elizas bed*
TJonChasez: Hi.. Pastor.
TJonChasez: Should I just... like... stand somewhere?
Elizarpg: -holds out other hand to tj- come'er
shanewestrp1: *watches and rubs her other hand*
TJonChasez: *walks over slowly* This is weird.
Elizarpg: sorry.. it couldn't be um.. better
Elizarpg: -pushes hair behind my ear and clears throat, shifts a little-
PriestPastor101: alright...are we ready to begin
TJonChasez: No no no, it's fine. I'm a little nervous *smiles at you*
shanewestrp1: *nods and kisses elizas hand. talks low* you look beautiful
TJonChasez: *squeezes liza's hand* Ready.
Elizarpg: -smiles nervously- yeah, we're ready
shanewestrp1: *watches the preist*
PriestPastor101: Dearly beloved .. we're gathered here tonight.. to join these two. Eliza Dushku and Tj Chasez in holy matramony. Before we begin.. All those who have reason for these two not to be wedded. speak now, or forever hold your peace.
Elizarpg: -stares at shane-
shanewestrp1: *kisses your temple and watches the preist*
TJonChasez: *shifts a little*
Elizarpg: -clears throat and looks at the priest then at tj. smiles brightly-
PriestPastor101: *grins down at Eliza warmly before continueing* Good. Today we join together two souls, two hearts, two people as one. Love is Gods most precious gift. And we embrace it tonight in the house of God. Tj, you may start..
shanewestrp1: *reaches inside my pocket and holds two objects inside my fist.. watches tj*
TJonChasez: *squeezes yoru hand and looks in your eyes* We've been playing catch for a while now. A lot of people got in our way, but somehow we got through. This is an amazing thing for us both, and I hope... no.. I KNOW we'll overcome all.
TJonChasez: You mean alot to me and everything that I am.
Elizarpg: -smiles softly-
PriestPastor101: *smiles* Eliza
Elizarpg: -looks at the preist with big eyes then back at Tj.. really damn nervous. opens my mouth to talk and nothing comes out-
shanewestrp1: *leans in and whispers in her ear* its ok. you'll do fine
TJonChasez: *smiles reassuringly*
TJonChasez: *shifts a little*
Elizarpg: -closes eyes and lets out a soft sigh.. opens them again and smiles a little- i've never loved anyone.. the way i've loved you. no matter whats happened.. no matter who comes into my life. theres one thing thats never changed..
Elizarpg: thats been you..
Elizarpg: no matter where i go.. no matter who comes in my life.. i know.. that you're the one for me
Elizarpg: and i promise to love you. .for the rest of my life
PriestPastor101: -smiles brightly- ok. the rings?
Elizarpg: um..
shanewestrp1: *holds up hand* i got em
Elizarpg: -raises eyebrows- you do?
TJonChasez: You do?
shanewestrp1: *nods* i visited your dad yesterday. these.. *opens hand* were your mom and dads
Elizarpg: -stares at them in shock-
TJonChasez: *raises eyebrows*
shanewestrp1: *kisses her hand* your dad.. is so proud, hed be here.. if uh. we'd have known sooner.. but. he sends his blessings im sure.. and. your mother would be so proud of you
Elizarpg: -stares at the rings and tries not to cry-
shanewestrp1: *passes the rings to the pastor and pats his shoulder* there ya go man
Elizarpg: -whispers- shane dont call a holy dude man
shanewestrp1: *wihspers* you called him a dude
Elizarpg: -wacks you-
Elizarpg: im getting married behave
TJonChasez: The drugs are getting to her.
shanewestrp1: *laughs a little* go ahead
Elizarpg: -rubs tjs hand with my thumb gently-
PriestPastor101: -passes a ring to tj- take this ring.. and repeat after me
TJonChasez: *takes the ring and smiles* All right.
PriestPastor101: I Tj Chasez, Take you, Eliza Dushku.. To be my Lawfully wedded wife. To have and told hold, to love and to chesrish, through sickness and in health, for as long as we both shall live
Elizarpg: -tears up and watches, sniffles a little-
TJonChasez: I, TJ Chasez, take you, Eliza Dushku.. To be my Lawfully wedded wife. To have and told hold, to love and to chesrish, through sickness and in health, for as long as we both shall live
shanewestrp1: *watches him slip it on her finger*
Elizarpg: -watches too and lets out a few tears-
TJonChasez: *takes in a deep breath and composes myself. Wipes away Liza's tears and smiles*
Elizarpg: -smiles brightly at him and looks at the preist-
PriestPastor101: I, Eliza Dushku, take you, Tj Chasez...To be my lawfully wedded husband. To have and to hold, to love and to cherish, through sickness and in health, for as long as we both shall live.
Elizarpg: -takes the ring from him and slides it on his finger.. talks soft- I.. Eliza Dushku, take you Tj Chasez.. to be my lawfully wedded husband. To have and to hold -voice tightens and slides my thumb over the cool metal of the ring-
Elizarpg: to love and to cherish, through sickness and in health. for as long as we both shall live.
shanewestrp1: *eyes tear up but rubs them fast*
TJonChasez: *watches Shane's quick move and smiles a bit. a few tears slip down my cheek*
shanewestrp1: *smiles at tj*
Elizarpg: -sniffles-
PriestPastor101: -smiles- and now it gives me great pleasure to say, you are now man and wife. -looks at TJ- you may now kiss the bride
TJonChasez: *smiles brightly and pulls Liza close to me. Kisses her passionately and slowly*
Elizarpg: -brings hand to his face and kisses him back just the same smiles softly against his lips-
shanewestrp1: *watches and grins proudly*
TJonChasez: Wow, I'm still nervous *smiles brightly*
PriestPastor101: may you live your lives with each in full happiness and bliss.. may god watch over you all. in the name of the father and the son and the holy ghost
PriestPastor101: congratulations
TJonChasez: *nods* Thanks Pastor *sighs deeply and smiles*
shanewestrp1: *grins and whispers* you did it.. and you didn't even have to wear a dress. you lucky girl you huh?
Elizarpg: -smiles brightly- thanks pastor. -glares at shane playfully and laughs-
TJonChasez: *walks over to Shane* Thanks. For witnessing this, and yeah...
shanewestrp1: *holds out hand* anytime man. i know you love her. and you'll take care of her
shanewestrp1: she loves you too. im happy for you both.
Elizarpg: -smiles brightly-
TJonChasez: *hugs Liza tight* We did it. :-)
Elizarpg: -hugs back tight and smiles- yeah.. we did -laughs-
TJonChasez: And I didn't throw up once. Though.. it would have been perfect cause you're little barf tray thing next to you...
Elizarpg: -wacks his ass- hush, no smart ass ness right now
TJonChasez: But it works... look *points to barf tray*
Elizarpg: -laughs- dork
PriestPastor101: -looks down at Eliza's stomach- and I baptize...so feel free to call me again
TJonChasez: Yeah, well... you married a dork. Way to go. Jeez.
Elizarpg: -laughs- i did didn't i.. -smiles at the priest- i will thanks for everything
TJonChasez: *smiles and shakes yoru hand* Thank you so much
shanewestrp1: *grins* thanks for this
PriestPastor101: -shakes your hand- no problem at all
PriestPastor101: -kisses Eliza's head- feel better...the church will pray for you
Elizarpg: -smiles- thank you
TJonChasez: Well this is memorable. I got married... in a hospital... and my wife... has an IV in her arm. You don't like needles though. *laughs*
PriestPastor101: -looks at Shane- go to confession, you have some hail marys to do
shanewestrp1: *mouth drops*
Elizarpg: -laughs hard-
Elizarpg: -holds stomach- ow.. ow..
TJonChasez: *shakes head* I'm not gonna ask.
shanewestrp1: *eyes widen* el you ok?
Elizarpg: -nods- mmmmmhm -lets out a breath and rubs stomach- the baby uh.. didn't find that too funny i guess
shanewestrp1: *rubs your stomach*
PriestPastor101: -looks at you with concern- do you need anything?
Elizarpg: -looks at my hand and the ring and the iv needle- yeah. im ok thanks -smiles at the pastor- i'll be fine thanks for everything
PriestPastor101: -shakes head- was no problem...really
TJonChasez: *sits down next to Liza*
shanewestrp1: you're just a little weak. it'll be ok *rubs your stomach comfortingly* be nice to your mother *looks down at it*
Elizarpg: -looks down at stomach- yeah what he said -holds tjs hand and kisses it gently-
shanewestrp1: do the rings fit ok?
Elizarpg: -smiles softly at them- yeah they're perfect
TJonChasez: Fit perfectly.
shanewestrp1: *takes out a picture and shows it to eliza* you look just like her, cept for the whole needle thing but .. yeah *smiles a crooked smile*
Elizarpg: -takes it and smiles brightly- you really think so?
shanewestrp1: *nods* yeah. i do
TJonChasez: *raises eyebrows*
Elizarpg: -shows tj the picture-
shanewestrp1: its her mother when she got married
TJonChasez: Ohhh *smiles* I would have made the wedding so it was the exact same... except... you're in the hospital... and yeah. *laughs al ittle*
TJonChasez: I'll just shut up now.
Elizarpg: -smiles-
Elizarpg: no no
Elizarpg: dont
Elizarpg: -scoots closer to tj-
TJonChasez: This just... feels awkward.... I don't know. Like... it's surreal
shanewestrp1: *grins and runs a hand through my spikes*
PriestPastor101: -smiles and looks at the picture- i remember that day
Elizarpg: -looks up- huh?
shanewestrp1: *coughs* yeah. hes uh. .the same one *points to preist*
Elizarpg: -raises eyebrows and looks at preist questioningly-
shanewestrp1: your dad called him
Elizarpg: are you serious
PriestPastor101: -smiles- asked me to do him a favor...like i did for him and...your mother
Elizarpg: -speechless-
shanewestrp1: *rubs her hand* you ok?
Elizarpg: -blinks a few times and starts to cry-
shanewestrp1: hormones man
shanewestrp1: i tell ya
PriestPastor101: and patricia was...just as nervous as you...maybe more
Elizarpg: -sniffles and looks at shane.. whispers- thank you
shanewestrp1: *smiles warmly* are you happy?
PriestPastor101: and...wanna know whats funny? *smiles*
Elizarpg: -nods and swallows hard-
shanewestrp1: *looks at the priest*
PriestPastor101: your mother...on her wedding day...was pregnant...with you
Elizarpg: -eyes widen-
Elizarpg: you mean. she.. she was pregnant.. before she got married?
shanewestrp1: *shocked*
PriestPastor101: yes she was
shanewestrp1: *whispers in her ear* told you shed be proud of you, no matter what
Elizarpg: -lets out a breath tears still falling softly- this is.. the best day of my life..
PriestPastor101: -smiles and looks at feet- thats what she said...-looks at you-
PriestPastor101: and...-clears throat- i baptized you
shanewestrp1: woah.
Elizarpg: -whispers- was she really happy?
PriestPastor101: -nods and smiles- extremely happy...even more when you were born
shanewestrp1: *looks at eliza* im sure she was
Elizarpg: -swallows and smiles.. tears running down my face- thank you, and.. i will definietly call you when the baby is born
PriestPastor101: -smiles- i look forward to it
shanewestrp1: *looks at tj* so how does it feel
shanewestrp1: your gonna be a dad
TJonChasez: Oh jeez. *breathes hard*
Elizarpg: -chews bottom lip-
shanewestrp1: *raises eyebrow*
shanewestrp1: you ok?
shanewestrp1: need like. water?
PriestPastor101: cookie?
shanewestrp1: *gets up and grabs a cup, fills it with water and passes it to tj*
TJonChasez: *drinks the water and nods* I'm okay. Just... nervous.
Elizarpg: -kisses tjs cheek softly-
Elizarpg: -whispers- i told you.. and i didn't lie.. that you'd be.. a great dad
TJonChasez: *whispers back* You also said I would be more than Uncle Tyler... :-) You were right.
Elizarpg: -laughs softly and smiles- yeah i was .. a mother is always right and.. all that crap -looks down at my stomach-
TJonChasez: *smiles* Mom's always know everything.
TJonChasez: This kid is doomed :-)
Elizarpg: -laughs and smiles-
TJonChasez: Ya know... I never got my bachelor party.
shanewestrp1: man i'll hook it up
PriestPastor101: -laughs- you were deprived. -looks around- not saying that...you know
Elizarpg: shane. i swear to god. you put my husband in a bar filled with strippers ill kill you
shanewestrp1: *coughs*
Elizarpg: -eyes widen- pastor!
TJonChasez: No strippers, Liza...
TJonChasez: "Exotic dancers"
Elizarpg: -mouth drops- NOT cool
shanewestrp1: *grins* i like the way your husband thinks
Elizarpg: -rolls eyes-
PriestPastor101: i was just...saying you know from...all the young husbands who would talk about the parties they had
TJonChasez: You have to use the scientific name, sheesh. "Entertainment dancers."