-groans- ok. see this pillow -holds it up- i wanna stuff it down someones damnnnnnnn throat.
why? cause i. can't. sleep.
i went to the doctors yesterday. she told me this would happen and to try to prop myself up with pillows to help me find more 'comfortable' sleeping postions. well guess what. when you sleep on your stomach for your whole life and then suddenly you're all fat? the sleeping on the stomach thing. DOESN'T WORK. -throws pillow at wall-
my hormones are raging. yeah. very badly. and im pissed and im mad and im upset and im just grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr -chews on a carrot stick furiously-
with the baby. hes 8.1 incles total lenght and growing rapidly if you couldn't fucking tell -looks down at stomach-. he weighs about 7 ounces. the bones are getting harder or somethng, the pads on his fingers and toes are formed and fingerprints are developing.
thats all fine and dandy. but im not comfortable at all. i've tried everything. my bed? is now all messed up. trieds to sleep on the couch, that didn't work, so who i did i call .. shane. shane came over and held me. i slept for a total of 2 hours. and im cranky and this baby is moving around like its fuckin new years eve and ... yeah. it feels funky and i was loving it yesterday it was great, try to sleep and now i hate it.
to all people with penis'. i hate you.
-stares at picture and sighs softly, can't help but smile a little- ok.. maybe i dont.