HOUSTON WE HAVE A PROBLEM HERE
ok.. so i didn't go. that decision was fast and .. fuck i was pissed. so i wanted to go. and now i see my best friend doing the same thing.
hey.. we all dont know each other.. and fuck. some of you dont even like me.. thats cool.. i just need some advice.. like.. a poll if you will.. different oppinions before i go fucking insaine
ok heres the set up.
you like this guy a lot.. .. you want to be with him..
but your best friend.. whose world has been crumbling around her has been in love with the same guy even before you came around. she finally came to terms with the fact that she couldn't be with him and being his friend was ok.. your the should who shed cry on.. the only shoulder who she loved so dearly and thought of like a sister/brother what ever sex you are.. work with me here.. and you end up being with the guy she cries to you over. people say you can't help who you love. i've had that advice before and look where it got me.
im happy with Tj, very happy with him and i care so so so so so much about him, but shes leaving, because i make her sick to her stomach, she can't handle it. nothings ever easy. god fuck shit dammit.
im dieing inside. what do i do. i need reasurance from ppl outside this damn web. help i can't breathe. im sure the answer is right infront of me and i just can't see it because.. i dont know i've drank a lot of alocohol? someone point me in the right fucking direction im so damn lost.
hey.. we all dont know each other.. and fuck. some of you dont even like me.. thats cool.. i just need some advice.. like.. a poll if you will.. different oppinions before i go fucking insaine
ok heres the set up.
you like this guy a lot.. .. you want to be with him..
but your best friend.. whose world has been crumbling around her has been in love with the same guy even before you came around. she finally came to terms with the fact that she couldn't be with him and being his friend was ok.. your the should who shed cry on.. the only shoulder who she loved so dearly and thought of like a sister/brother what ever sex you are.. work with me here.. and you end up being with the guy she cries to you over. people say you can't help who you love. i've had that advice before and look where it got me.
im happy with Tj, very happy with him and i care so so so so so much about him, but shes leaving, because i make her sick to her stomach, she can't handle it. nothings ever easy. god fuck shit dammit.
im dieing inside. what do i do. i need reasurance from ppl outside this damn web. help i can't breathe. im sure the answer is right infront of me and i just can't see it because.. i dont know i've drank a lot of alocohol? someone point me in the right fucking direction im so damn lost.