So ...
I got into the SARDEL at school ... which means that over winter break I read a book - and then go and discuss it with 15 other students and the president during a brunch.
Which is pretty awesome. Not only do I get to go to a discussion but it's held by the president - so it could be cool.
But ... the downside is that the book sucks and is creeping me out. It's The Shadow of the Wind - and I can't bring myself to read that last 100 pages. It's a mystery with way too much going on and lots of terror added to it. Argh.
So, it's been clouding my last few days with lots of unpleasant thoughts and images. I can't really let it all go - like the book is seeping into my life. (which is what I think the author's message is .. that all books somehow enter our life and change us - totally true - but I didn't need a scary horrible book to tell me that.)
So - it's made me depressed ... and then I'm bored.
It's lovely.
I've taken down most of the Christmas decorations - made a ton of cookies - gone shopping - seen people - gone to three movies - sat around at home a lot.
I hate complainy days ...
but I really feel the need to go scream on a cliff.
Which is pretty awesome. Not only do I get to go to a discussion but it's held by the president - so it could be cool.
But ... the downside is that the book sucks and is creeping me out. It's The Shadow of the Wind - and I can't bring myself to read that last 100 pages. It's a mystery with way too much going on and lots of terror added to it. Argh.
So, it's been clouding my last few days with lots of unpleasant thoughts and images. I can't really let it all go - like the book is seeping into my life. (which is what I think the author's message is .. that all books somehow enter our life and change us - totally true - but I didn't need a scary horrible book to tell me that.)
So - it's made me depressed ... and then I'm bored.
It's lovely.
I've taken down most of the Christmas decorations - made a ton of cookies - gone shopping - seen people - gone to three movies - sat around at home a lot.
I hate complainy days ...
but I really feel the need to go scream on a cliff.