Life Sucks.
That isn't how I normally feel, but for the past few days I've been having lots of trouble being happy or not feeling bummed most of the time.
Today - has been by far the worst.
This morning was psych class. I hadn't sleep well - because I was angry when I went to bed and I know I had upsetting dreams, I just can't remember them.
So, class was blah. I almost fell asleep, and i love Psych class!
Then I slept for 3 hours. A bad idea - but I didn't feel like confronting the world.
I thus missed lunch and precious time to work on my insane drawing homework.
Woke up, showered, starting feeling a little better - and went to Spike's to find some food.
The line was out the door - I would have waited 30 min for a sandwich - so I walked back to my dorm in tears. I was starving - it was 2:00 ... and I still haven't eaten.
I got to the front desk, and Celia, Becca, and Morgan asked how I was. I broke down.
My drawing teacher had sent out an email asking us to go buy some special paper for class tomorrow! She sent it at 1:00 the day before class! ARGH!!!!! (I did send her an email about it.)
So I sobbed my heart out ... was hugged by everyone ... we talked through my problems ... and now things could get better.
But, it's almost 4, I work at 5 ... I'm just making food to eat ... and I still have all my drawing and art history research to do ... for tomorrow.
Life sucks.
Don't expect a cheery me for awhile.
Today - has been by far the worst.
This morning was psych class. I hadn't sleep well - because I was angry when I went to bed and I know I had upsetting dreams, I just can't remember them.
So, class was blah. I almost fell asleep, and i love Psych class!
Then I slept for 3 hours. A bad idea - but I didn't feel like confronting the world.
I thus missed lunch and precious time to work on my insane drawing homework.
Woke up, showered, starting feeling a little better - and went to Spike's to find some food.
The line was out the door - I would have waited 30 min for a sandwich - so I walked back to my dorm in tears. I was starving - it was 2:00 ... and I still haven't eaten.
I got to the front desk, and Celia, Becca, and Morgan asked how I was. I broke down.
My drawing teacher had sent out an email asking us to go buy some special paper for class tomorrow! She sent it at 1:00 the day before class! ARGH!!!!! (I did send her an email about it.)
So I sobbed my heart out ... was hugged by everyone ... we talked through my problems ... and now things could get better.
But, it's almost 4, I work at 5 ... I'm just making food to eat ... and I still have all my drawing and art history research to do ... for tomorrow.
Life sucks.
Don't expect a cheery me for awhile.