Hi self :)
I love being intoxicated with alcohol.
Intoxicated shouldn’t be the term used.
Or intoxicated should be taken as something positive, intoxicated is usually taken as being under a NEGATIVE influence, when it isn’t actually.
From my previous entry, I said I usually open up, or my subconscious shows when I drink.
It’s true.
The alcohol’s rubbing off. Sad.
Oh oh, I just imed this to Karen:
“ayaw na ayaw ko pag di nagrereply back agad ang mga tao, or basta pag super tagal. ayaw ko rin pag nagooffline agad, ang rude. mostly nangyayari yan kay -----------. just now even. pero alam ko talaga hindi ko sya gustong gusto, pero gusto ko anjan sya. ang liberating talaga pag medyo under the influence of alcohol, may right akong maging stupidly honest”
Lalala
I say lalala when I’m out of substantial crap to spout. Or
When I want someone to reply to something I said.
I want to be tipsy my whole life, that way, I’m gonna be frank and unhurt at the same time.
WHY DO I KEEP SPELLING ALCOHOL AS ALCHOHOL GODDAMIT.
Humans are inherently self-indulgent.
You’d only consistently converse with someone when it’s mostly about ‘the self’.
I want to know how self-indulgent I can be.
See that, I was leaning towards the self, how hedonistic. Haha
Is that a childish trait? To be self-absorbed, to be into the things that involve the synthesis and analysis of the inner shit
Hey I’m just talking shit myself. :))
I’m not exactly delving into anything right now.
I might do this again another time. More seriously tho.
I’m gonna drink on my own and try to make sense out of life from there.
Pathetic. Psh.
Intoxicated shouldn’t be the term used.
Or intoxicated should be taken as something positive, intoxicated is usually taken as being under a NEGATIVE influence, when it isn’t actually.
From my previous entry, I said I usually open up, or my subconscious shows when I drink.
It’s true.
The alcohol’s rubbing off. Sad.
Oh oh, I just imed this to Karen:
“ayaw na ayaw ko pag di nagrereply back agad ang mga tao, or basta pag super tagal. ayaw ko rin pag nagooffline agad, ang rude. mostly nangyayari yan kay -----------. just now even. pero alam ko talaga hindi ko sya gustong gusto, pero gusto ko anjan sya. ang liberating talaga pag medyo under the influence of alcohol, may right akong maging stupidly honest”
Lalala
I say lalala when I’m out of substantial crap to spout. Or
When I want someone to reply to something I said.
I want to be tipsy my whole life, that way, I’m gonna be frank and unhurt at the same time.
WHY DO I KEEP SPELLING ALCOHOL AS ALCHOHOL GODDAMIT.
Humans are inherently self-indulgent.
You’d only consistently converse with someone when it’s mostly about ‘the self’.
I want to know how self-indulgent I can be.
See that, I was leaning towards the self, how hedonistic. Haha
Is that a childish trait? To be self-absorbed, to be into the things that involve the synthesis and analysis of the inner shit
Hey I’m just talking shit myself. :))
I’m not exactly delving into anything right now.
I might do this again another time. More seriously tho.
I’m gonna drink on my own and try to make sense out of life from there.
Pathetic. Psh.