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I'm at Rocky Point Carvel right now and while I could be making saucers I really don't have the energy for it. When I woke up this morning my eyes hurt when I moved them around producing a pressure around them and by my eyebrows.
I've been under a lot of stress lately which was made wayyy worse by my period which I still have. And Christmas is weeks away. Mom already warned me (as if I needed to be told) that money was tight and Christmas wouldn't be too much this year. I told her not to worry about it and to make it more for Conor. Hopefully the stress is also why I've been so tired. More so than I normally am. I'm used to feeling tired pretty much always but usually I have energy bursts, specifically when I'm at work. But lately I'm exhausted all the time, at any moment I could put my head down and sleep.
I forgot about the Court Officer exam for Denise and will only be giving her my study book for it tonight and her test is this Saturday. I offered to drive her to the library to study to but she told me she couldn't study there even though they recommend it in the book because the library will be a similar atmosphere to what the test will be. She didn't seem to care though, I think that its more she doesn't want to be inconvenient. She's already giving up because she doesn't think she'll make the weight requirement which I have to admit, I don't think I'll make it either. I haven't been to the gym in a while. I wanted to go this morning but the way I felt and how my eyes hurt I went back to bed instead. I know its an excuse but I could've toughened up and done it. But I especially want to get back because Lil' Meg who is already in excellent shape recently joined the same gym. She wants to lose shape there's no other way to put it. Most of her friends are skeletons with skin and thus she thinks shes fat, and for that I hate her and all of her friends.
I will try to get to the gym before work tomorrow. I want to start walking at least an hour everyday. Last Thursday I saw Christine and she says it looks like I'm still losing but I don't know how that could be but at the same time she was sincere and it helped.
As for Christmas shopping I finished Mom and Kelly before Thanksgiving and still have to buy for Dad, Conor and my cousin. Also I got my Aunt Millie little Christmas Ornaments because she has her own place this year and thus she has her own tree. She made several announcements about it at Thanksgiving. Mom and Kelly are fairly easy to shop for depending on what I buy so I still see things that I could get for them and have to resist. I got my Dad a shirt, a Yankee travel coffee mug, and the movie Role Models so far. I still want to get him another travel coffee mug from Target that plugs into the car to keep the beverage warm and a tool from Sears which I have a gift card for. I'm trying to spend the same amount on everyone, with the exception of Conor who will get the majority of his gift sometime next year which will just be him and a friend at Chuck-E-Cheese for an afternoon. Denise gets coupons in the newspaper for that place and has offered to come with and help me with my sanity.
Denise, Diana, and I are doing Christmas in March where we will exchange gifts then. So its not so much pressure for the next few weeks.
I lost my train of thought. I watched a movie called Camille earlier on Netflix. It was really good I recommend it. I only opted to watch it because James Franco was in it.
I guess that's it for now.
I've been under a lot of stress lately which was made wayyy worse by my period which I still have. And Christmas is weeks away. Mom already warned me (as if I needed to be told) that money was tight and Christmas wouldn't be too much this year. I told her not to worry about it and to make it more for Conor. Hopefully the stress is also why I've been so tired. More so than I normally am. I'm used to feeling tired pretty much always but usually I have energy bursts, specifically when I'm at work. But lately I'm exhausted all the time, at any moment I could put my head down and sleep.
I forgot about the Court Officer exam for Denise and will only be giving her my study book for it tonight and her test is this Saturday. I offered to drive her to the library to study to but she told me she couldn't study there even though they recommend it in the book because the library will be a similar atmosphere to what the test will be. She didn't seem to care though, I think that its more she doesn't want to be inconvenient. She's already giving up because she doesn't think she'll make the weight requirement which I have to admit, I don't think I'll make it either. I haven't been to the gym in a while. I wanted to go this morning but the way I felt and how my eyes hurt I went back to bed instead. I know its an excuse but I could've toughened up and done it. But I especially want to get back because Lil' Meg who is already in excellent shape recently joined the same gym. She wants to lose shape there's no other way to put it. Most of her friends are skeletons with skin and thus she thinks shes fat, and for that I hate her and all of her friends.
I will try to get to the gym before work tomorrow. I want to start walking at least an hour everyday. Last Thursday I saw Christine and she says it looks like I'm still losing but I don't know how that could be but at the same time she was sincere and it helped.
As for Christmas shopping I finished Mom and Kelly before Thanksgiving and still have to buy for Dad, Conor and my cousin. Also I got my Aunt Millie little Christmas Ornaments because she has her own place this year and thus she has her own tree. She made several announcements about it at Thanksgiving. Mom and Kelly are fairly easy to shop for depending on what I buy so I still see things that I could get for them and have to resist. I got my Dad a shirt, a Yankee travel coffee mug, and the movie Role Models so far. I still want to get him another travel coffee mug from Target that plugs into the car to keep the beverage warm and a tool from Sears which I have a gift card for. I'm trying to spend the same amount on everyone, with the exception of Conor who will get the majority of his gift sometime next year which will just be him and a friend at Chuck-E-Cheese for an afternoon. Denise gets coupons in the newspaper for that place and has offered to come with and help me with my sanity.
Denise, Diana, and I are doing Christmas in March where we will exchange gifts then. So its not so much pressure for the next few weeks.
I lost my train of thought. I watched a movie called Camille earlier on Netflix. It was really good I recommend it. I only opted to watch it because James Franco was in it.
I guess that's it for now.