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Going through Kelly's friends page on LJ because I can get so lost so easily on the internet and I thought I was looking at all the posts I made that she sees from her journal and my heart stopped for a fraction of a second when I started reading something that I had no memory writing and I quickly tried to think of the last time I got drunk and what I possibly could've written about.
And then the peaceful calm as I remembered I was looking at all the posts she would get from all her friends and I laughed out loud embarrassed by myself.
Real update time I guess. I made the mistake of ordering something with coffee in it from Starbucks when I was there with Denise earlier and though I'm tired I feel like if I try to go to sleep now it just wont work.
Work tonight sucked. The only thing that saved me really was that it was slow the wind is crazy and I can hear it howling outside my window right now. I love it when its like this. Work blew and I've been thinking more about the Costco interview and I'm going to call them if I don't hear anything by Saturday.
And ADD, I'm gone.
And then the peaceful calm as I remembered I was looking at all the posts she would get from all her friends and I laughed out loud embarrassed by myself.
Real update time I guess. I made the mistake of ordering something with coffee in it from Starbucks when I was there with Denise earlier and though I'm tired I feel like if I try to go to sleep now it just wont work.
Work tonight sucked. The only thing that saved me really was that it was slow the wind is crazy and I can hear it howling outside my window right now. I love it when its like this. Work blew and I've been thinking more about the Costco interview and I'm going to call them if I don't hear anything by Saturday.
And ADD, I'm gone.