Feb 22, 2008 12:10
let's make me look like the "bad guy", always.
she thinks this isn't hard for me?
she thinks everything i said means nothing?
I'm not the one who went against my word to end this relationship.
I'm the one who stayed loyal.
I'm the one who was honest and told you I was uncomfortable that you met a random kid off myspace, talked to him more than you talked to me, stayed up till 2 in the morning talking to him all the time, secretively hanging out to me, lying to me, hiding things from me, trying your very hardest to get around things.
I'm the one who told you I couldn't deal with anymore stress than I already have from my mom versus my dad in court.
you're the one who proceeded to hurt me.
I was the one who invited you over to sit down and talk for 3 nights.
each time you ended up crying in my arms telling me you won't talk to him, it's not worth it, you want us to be better.
each time you went against your word, each time you went right back to this kid and you were trying to hide it from me.
you are the one who could have fixed things, so easily.
you met this kid 3 weeks ago (tried to hide that from me also), how hard could it be to just forget about him?
I guess I know what is more important.