My Life.
- I miss Lauren and Cassie.
- I'm glad we've started hanging out with Amar.
- And Kim. I think Kim is awesome and a lot of fun. :D She's a sweetheart.
- I need time to go on a run and clean my room.
- I need to pick my classes next year but have no idea what i should/need to take and when.
- Things are kind of messed up. Last night started out great. But once I left Amar's it was all down hill and i went to bed knowing that I messed up. Again. I feel like I can't really control it even though i probably can. I also feel severly bipolar. Idk yesterday was the first time I think they've ever seen me angry. Or Matt's second time. It was horrible. I just feel like such a bitch. Idk I want to start over, with everything. And be nice again. That's all.
- I'm glad we've started hanging out with Amar.
- And Kim. I think Kim is awesome and a lot of fun. :D She's a sweetheart.
- I need time to go on a run and clean my room.
- I need to pick my classes next year but have no idea what i should/need to take and when.
- Things are kind of messed up. Last night started out great. But once I left Amar's it was all down hill and i went to bed knowing that I messed up. Again. I feel like I can't really control it even though i probably can. I also feel severly bipolar. Idk yesterday was the first time I think they've ever seen me angry. Or Matt's second time. It was horrible. I just feel like such a bitch. Idk I want to start over, with everything. And be nice again. That's all.