tired.
i'm so tired but i can never sleep lately.
i can't wait to get out of this fucking place.
no one is reliable enough for my needs and i don't really know whose fault that is.
i wasted a lot of time today but i don't care.
i need a change of scenery and i need my mom.
i feel like i'm giving up a little, and going back to a place i said i hated and never wanted to end up.
i just want to be happy for longer than 30 minutes at a time.
i don't want to cry anymore.
i want to be strong.
i need to be true to myself.
i need to make healthy decisions.
that is my mission.
i can't wait to get out of this fucking place.
no one is reliable enough for my needs and i don't really know whose fault that is.
i wasted a lot of time today but i don't care.
i need a change of scenery and i need my mom.
i feel like i'm giving up a little, and going back to a place i said i hated and never wanted to end up.
i just want to be happy for longer than 30 minutes at a time.
i don't want to cry anymore.
i want to be strong.
i need to be true to myself.
i need to make healthy decisions.
that is my mission.