Aug 23, 2005 10:15
YAAAAAAAWN. Just got up about an hour ago, got like 12 hours of sleep, but boy did I need it. Man that last episode of Six Feet Under really messed me up (who else saw it?). I had a dream last night that not one, but both my parents died, it sucked. I just hate the inevitability of death. That all the people we love will eventually no longer be with us.
Can anybody tell me where the hell the summer went? I wanted to lose about 10 lbs this summer, and instead I gained about 3 lbs, all well. We never know what tomorrow has in store for us. I have rehearsal with my pianist on Thursday for my recital, but I just don't seem to want to practice lately. It's become a chore, more than a pleasure, but every musician goes through that from time to time I suppose. Plus my usual sources that inspire me (Heather, and Tony) I havn't seen in a great while, but I do have plans to visit Heather in October, yay (I miss her sooooooo much)!!! Anyway I should really get my ass outta this computer chair, I want to send my resume to a couple more jobs, and call people, I really don't want to be stuck at the Hilton Garden Inn for much longer. Hope everyone is doing well. OH and my brother is going for another cross-country flight today, everyone keep your fingers crossed for him!