being renewed
So i haven't been updating cause for over a week now i've been sick =( I went to the doctor though last tuesday and found out that i have a sinus virus Wat the heck is that?!?! I didn't know u could have a sinus virus but i do so i have med. and i'm getting better i was out of work for 2 days and its just amazing even those 2 days when i came back thursday it was like things were crazy at work. I mean my boss was stressed out cz another teacher was out cz her kids were sick and there's a virus going around too. So it's just not good but it's flu/cold season so this is expected.
This weekend i just rested and it was good for me. I went to church yday and it was great just what i needed cause on saturday night i hung out with mike the first time since we broke up(yes i had a bf but now i don't so move on) And for me i realized that its like over cz my feelings are SO gone but for him they're not so its like UGH!!! I wanna be friends cz i'm just nice like that lol. But i felt drained after hanging out with him hard to explain but i totally need church and just listening to Chris Ryp do worship blessed me on so many levels. Like i just loved every song and than the message was just awesome! So yeah the Lord is totally showing me alot of garbage in my life and i'm just cleaning it out. I just want to grow more in Him and become a God-fearing woman! Well this entry doesn't make alot of sense but i'm still out of it lol.
Today i went to work and it was just so beautiful out but it just dragged on....we went outside with the kids but just seemed like none of them were leaving it was crazy! Plus i was closing at 6 so it was just hard and i was getting tired. And my dad was in the hospital so i just wanted to get home to see how things were but all is well he thought he was having a heart attack but the doctors said it wasn't but he needs a stress test. So i just asked to keep him in prayer. Well i'm outie lata kids.