May 10, 2007 18:35
yep todays an ok day but yepp i don't feel good about my self later i feel .. fat yea weird huh but been feeling that way fer a lil while now :( and i eat way to much like i eat and eat and eat .. afterr supper or should i say i have second and thirds of supper and the 10 mins later afte supper .. im up in the fridge hungry again.. i so pathedic.. expecially right now im sitting here typing this with a smartie oreo mix McFlurry :( and its just to good to stop eating
like last supper i can remeber me not even being able to eat a whole McFlurry and now im like hmm i wish i had another one :(i go for walks and that but i donno doesn't seem like it does anything getting my baby in child studies tomorrow whoop...and im going to my boyfriend tomorrow to this should be fun...oh boy..im going to call her Gemma i use to aways what to call a real lil girl meekca or mariska but for some secret reason i like gemma <3